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Hael [prev. reasons] Merchant 154 POSTS last seen Feb 19, 2014 21:58:51 GMT -5 Life is just soo interesting right now	rhiannon villela ♛ d10 ♛ fin Mar 2, 2014 22:20:44 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Hael [prev. reasons] on Mar 2, 2014 22:20:44 GMT -5 I'M FEELING SEXY AND FREE NO NOT REALLYY
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Life is just soo interesting right now

rhiannon villela ♛ d10 ♛ fin Mar 3, 2014 1:06:31 GMT -5

Post by Hael [prev. reasons] on Mar 3, 2014 1:06:31 GMT -5

Rhiannon Kay Villela
15
Female
District 10
April 18^th

Hope when you take that jump
You don't fear the fall
Hope when the water rises
You build a wall

Maybe it's the way her eyes of brown chocolate flicker over to yours that makes you not want to forget her, but you already feel her fading away. Or maybe it's her circular face, the dark and slightly curved brows, curly lashes fanning her eyes, and full lips. Her soft hair cascading down her back, imitating a quiet waterfall. The soft strands reach the bottom of her rib cage. Only because her siblings run her hands through the brown threads everyday is it free of tangles.

Hope when the crowd screams out
They're screaming your name
Hope if everybody runs
You choose to stay

If you reached out to touch her skin, it would be likely be soft or it could be dry depending on the air. Her body is fit from helping with the farm and often doing various activities in the outdoors. Insecurities cause her to not want to show it off and instead hide it beneath long sleeved shirts and pants, unless her mother demands otherwise. She stands five feet tall and seven inches. She weighs around 110 pounds. She almost has a petite body, perhaps a bit tall for that and her mother expects she'll grow even more but Rhiannon is sure she is done growing.

Hope that you fall in love
And it hurts so bad
The only way you can know
Is give it all you have

Often a picture of innocence, mystery, creativity and slyness. She goes with whatever she feels so that girl could be playing in the park like a child or a sophisticated and put together at a party, although she isn't usually either. She doesn't have a group of friends, she prowls alone. Partly because she doesn't want friends and also because she doesn't fit in, she never has.
She is controlled, hardly a desire to be rebellious running through her veins.

And I hope that you don't suffer
But take the pain
Hope when the moment comes
You'll say...

In her room, underneath a loose floorboard is her journal. If you were ever to get your hands on it, you would find many entries of her ranting, talking about her day, little poems and drawings created out of boredom. Slotted in between the hardcover colored red velvet are the old pages with secrets to little things etched in her swirly, clean writing. You open the book and find yourself reading an entry from the year before.

I, I did it all
I, I did it all
I owned every second
That this world could give
I saw so many places
The things that I did
Yeah, with every broken bone
I swear I lived

March 8^th^th

The snow is starting to melt and the grass is poking out of what's left of it. Hopefully the flowers will start to bloom. Flowers and sun make the world so much brighter and happier, even though I sometimes prefer to hide away from both. When that happens it's usually when I'm tired or sad. When the flowers come out, Gabriel will dance and play among them and Aurora will watch her from the porch on the house. I'll be doing whatever I'm told and if I have free time, who knows what I'll be doing, likely something uninteresting.

I did all my chores today before hanging out with the animals today but it is too cold to watch for birds. Birds are beautiful, elegant, and free; everything that I wish to be.

Hope that you spend your days
But they all add up
And when that sun goes down
Hope you raise your cup

You turn the pages to a later entry, one must recent. Yes, it was written this year and even a few days ago. It's a much darker entry than the last one you've read. It reveals another side to you.

I wish that I could witness
All your joy and all your pain
But until my moment comes
I'll say...

March 1^st

Today Aurora died in the arena from poison. I guess nobody cared enough to sponsor her for that anti-venom. I have never been that close to her, the only memorable moments I have of being with her are the conversations we had in our room. I sat on the windowsill - as I am now - and she lay on her bed. We talked about whatever amused us, I now smile sadly looking back. She was much closer to Gabriel, who is heartbroken. She won't stop crying and I often find myself cradling her in my arms, stroking her hair. Gabriel looks so much like Aurora, but I don't. We look like opposites, she was much more beautiful than I.

I didn't know my sister that well but I'm sure I know what was running through her head the moment before she died. She was thinking, 'I wish I was able to die and say I lived'. Her death brought to reminded me that I would die too, Ripred knows when. And I want to be able to say that I lived, not just survived, not just watched the birds and wished that I was one. Not just ignored the darkness inside but actually lived. I'm determined that I will be able to say on my death bed that I lived. I hope my last breath will be a sigh of relief.

I, I did it all
I, I did it all
I owned every second
That this world could give
I saw so many places
The things that I did
Yeah, with every broken bone
I swear I lived
Yeah, with every broken bone
I swear I lived
Yeah, with every broken bone
I swear I lived

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