No one to say good bye [Jix JB Blitz]

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No one to say good bye [Jix JB Blitz] Jun 8, 2014 0:15:29 GMT -5

Post by Sage on Jun 8, 2014 0:15:29 GMT -5

The grandfather clock in the corner of the room you'd been sent to chimed in a way that calmed your pacing heart beat. You knew they'd find you, you knew as soon as you left that somehow, President Snow would force you to return, you just didn't think it would be quite like this. What were you going to say to Jill when she came to say good-bye? That you were sorry? Pathetic. She would never buy it, you could never lie to her and tell her that it was just a coincidence but it wasn't, your name was picked for a reason. You sighed, it was time to play the tedious game of hurry up and wait.

A few moments after your deposition, the door opened and Jill burst into the room, launching herself at you. You swept her up in your strong arms, feeling her tears against your t-shirt. You hated seeing her cry, you hated the fact that it was your fault that she was upset, if you'd just kept her away from you and hadn't let her in, none of this would be happening and she'd be safe, hating you, in Miss Mary's home. "Jix, please come home" she cried. You looked down at her tear stained eyes. "I'll try Jill but I can't promise anything" You said,fighting the tears that wanted so badly to escape from your eyes. She nodded before the peace keepers entered the room and told her she had 2 minutes. "I love you Jill, take care of the other kids." You said, kissing her. She kissed you back before leaving the room. Now to wait and see if anyone else bothered to show themselves at your good-byes.

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No one to say good bye [Jix JB Blitz] Jun 9, 2014 1:08:48 GMT -5

Post by circe murdock d4b 🌊 minie on Jun 9, 2014 1:08:48 GMT -5

••• Winnow Ivory•••
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•••Age 17•••

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I paced back and forth in front of the room in the justice building where I could go and visit Jix, Jix the guy I known my whole life got reaped. He was the first person that I know who ever got reaped. I was next in line to go say goodbye, and wish for him to come home. When the door opened Jill walked out, the girl that loves him. I love him too, but not like that, he is more like a brother to me. I walked through the door, and just stood there, as the door closed behind me, I didn’t know what to say or do. “ Umm, soo, how are you feeling?” I asked then quickly added “about being reaped and everything”

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No one to say good bye [Jix JB Blitz] Jun 11, 2014 15:25:53 GMT -5

Post by Sage on Jun 11, 2014 15:25:53 GMT -5

Your eyes land on Winnows small frame as she enters the room and all you want to do is envelope her into a huge hug."Umm, soo, how are you feeling?” She asked. You looked at her for a moment, debating whether to tell her the actual truth, that you were absolutely terrified, or to lie to her and spare her from being afraid. Winnow was like a younger sister to you, a child under your care and watch. "Do you want the honest truth? I'm alrigt" You lied. Before she could say another word, you enveloped her into a hug. "Take care of yourself, Winnow, alright. If I'm...." You trailed off, unable to finish the sentence. "Don't watch, okay. I don't want you to see me like that." You let her go and look down at her. You would miss her so much but you had to be brave, you had to fight for all the children at Ever Lost, without you, who would protect them from Mikey, who would look out for them like a brother? You allowed a small smile to appear on your lips before the peace keeper entered the room. "Time's up" You looked at Winnow one last time before the door closed on her, leaving you alone once again in the room.

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No one to say good bye [Jix JB Blitz] Jun 19, 2014 13:40:45 GMT -5

Post by kendall on Jun 19, 2014 13:40:45 GMT -5

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Have you ever hurt so much you shut everyone out until you had nothing left?

At this exact moment I wish I had done that. The moment my parents died I should have locked and threw away the key to my heart the moment I walked away from their make shift graves. But instead I pet running, running to find someone to fill the whole they had left me with. No longer did I have the pleasure of feeling the rain on my face. All I felt were my parents tears falling down on me. And I thought maybe if I just shut everyone out, when they go and pass I will never feel anyone else's tears stain my face. Yet when they called Jix's name I felt hopeless. Like the heavens were making me pay a price of something I did. For everything I have ever did.

For years I haven't said a lot of words to Jix, in all honesty I don't think I have ever said anything to him. I would just listen to him speak about his life in the Capitol and how he thought I didm;t understand him. I did. I knew what it was like. I knew what it was like to leave a place you had known your whole life. As I followed the small group of people to the justice building, I didn't wait for Mary as she called my name. I wipe off a tera that escapes my eyes, I just can't think of all the things I should have said that never left my mother.

I wait at the doors and look at the ground, ignoring the peacekeepers that tower above me. As the door mixed emotions flood me. Half of me just wanted to stand there and take it all in the other wanted me to run into his arms. I star into his eyes and i take a few moments. A glass tear slips out of my eye. I want to hear his comforting voice. I wail and jump onto him sniffling to hold back my tears. "Your voice reminds me of my fathers." I say to him though the muffling of his shoulder. "I can't imagine what it's like to go through loosing him again."

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