Zeus Sumner D4 [Done]

Zeus Sumner
Age: 18
District Four
Tom's Greek God Plot
Odair

Appearance:

What do I look like you ask? Well allow me to describe myself to you. I have brown hair that's slightly shaggy on the top. The sides near my ears is buzz cut. I like it that way, and it appears others like it as well.. My eyebrows are the same color as my hair, but they look like a wooly worm plastered itself to my face. If that doesn't make sense, they are bushy. My eyes are brown and shaped like an almond. If the bushy eyebrows weren't bad enough, I have thick bushy eye lashes, and they are constantly getting stuck in my eyes. Underneath my eyes is a slightly dark circle. It's not very noticeable, but it can be noticed at some points especially when I don't sleep. My nose has a curve on the end, and I hate it, but it won't go away. My lips are tiny and pink. I think they look mighty fine if you ask me. I have facial hair. A mustache makes everything seem so much better especially since some of the ladies I've been with dig it.

I'm built for strength. I'm always spending my days training building my muscles stronger and larger. My upper body is definitely stronger than my lower body. My legs needs to be thin so I can run faster. I don't want heavy muscles holding me down. I don't have that six pack abs all the guys want, but it doesn't matter because the girls fall for me. I don't know if it's my deep voice, or my amazing looks, but these girls dig it. The clothes I wear is always neat because I have to look my best in order to impress people. One thing that throws me off is the limp I walk with. It even looks funny when I run. Every day I push myself harder to overcome the obstacle standing in my way, but it doesn't work. The muscles in my leg tire out faster than I want them to, but it only makes me work harder because I have to be the best there ever was.

Personality:

I wasn't always the way I am today. I was once a kind loving man. I enjoyed hanging out with my friends. I was a people person. I was a person who trusted everyone and gave them second chances because I thought they were all deserving of a second chance. Everyone makes mistakes including me, and sometimes those mistakes need to be forgiven. But I would never forgive a person twice. I lived by the saying: fool me once shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me. If I was stupid enough to let a person walk over me twice, it was my own fault. I was asking for the hurt, but nobody messes with me. I would always show off for others until I found the girl of my dreams. I loved her, and she loved me; at least, that's what she said. I'll never forget the day I caught her cheating on me, and that was something I would never forgive or forget.

She broke my heart; shattered it into millions of pieces. I didn't want to give her a second chance because she didn't deserve it. She didn't deserve my love because she was sneaking around on me. Love means nothing now. Love will just break a persons heart because they were gullible enough to fall in love in the first place. I trusted her, but that trust was broke. She changed me. She changed everything about me. I won't give just anyone a second chance now because it'll only end with a slap in the face. Its difficult for me to trust anyone now. Its harder than it should be to allow myself to trust someone again. I will never fall in love with someone else again because nobody is meant to be hurt; at least that's in my own eyes. I don't want to give my love to anyone because I'm not ready for love quite yet. Maybe, I'm just afraid of being hurt again. Maybe it has to do with me, but I don't want to fall in love for a long time.

I enjoy going to parties especially when I know a lot of people are going to be there. I want to party with my friends because it keeps me from hurting. It keeps me from remembering what she did to me, and it shows how I feel. I don't trust very easily now. I don't think everyone is bad its the breakup experience that's ruined me a bit. I try to keep partying to a minimum because I love partying, but when people stare at me, it makes me feel uncomfortable. All I want to do is scream. I just want to learn to trust again, but its too difficult for me to trust people nowadays. How can I trust them? It's impossible, but I know that one day I may make the same mistake of giving my heart away, and when I make the statement I am not to be messed with things might get nasty.

History:

I'll tell you the story of the day my heart was broken. Two years ago, I was in love. Its much too painful to speak of the girl's name now that we aren't together, but I loved her so much. I truly believed that she could be the one I would spend the rest of my life with. Everything was perfect with her. The day we broke up remains to this day the most heartbreaking, excruciating, painful day in my life. I caught her cheating on me. No words can describe the pain I felt. The next few days I spent away from company. I thought I'd begun the journey to spend my life with her. When I finally spoke to her about the incident, she claimed to never have loved me. That shattered my heart in many pieces. To this day I don't know if the pain will ever fully heal.

I was never much of a party goer until the breakup. Every Friday night when the time was right, I'd head over to a friend's house. Many times a lot of people was there. At first, I'd sneak out of my house when my parents were asleep because I didn't want them to know about it. I didn't want to hurt them, but eventually they became suspicious. I tried to put the partying to a rest for a while to knock away the looks they gave me, but it never happened. Now, I don't care if they notice or not. What's the worse they can do? My mom tells me to stop, and I always say I will, yet it never happens. The only time I even dreamed of stopping partying was when Leon was reaped for the games. I had to stop because I wanted to watch him through the games.

The day Blaise Krigel was reaped was the day my life changed. I knew he would win, though. I always knew he'd be the one to return home in this game because he was a fighter, but it didn't change the actions I took. I stood in front of a screen every chance I had watching the games. I cheered for him like nobody would ever believe. See, me and Leon are really good friends. He's been there for me when nobody else was, and with that grew a lot of respect towards him. I didn't know what life would be like without him, so when he won the games a huge grin spread wide across my face. I know he won't be the same when he returns, but maybe it'll be enough to get me to stop partying. I went a couple weeks without it, what would a few more days be like? I look forward to his return to the district because I have so much I want to tell him. I want to tell him how happy I am he's home.