something wicked {this way comes} ele/pyth
Sept 12, 2014 23:59:59 GMT -5
Post by [nyte] on Sept 12, 2014 23:59:59 GMT -5
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T O B I A S W U
{ and you thought the lions were bad
well they tried to kill my brother;
well they tried to kill my brother;
He wished she would just say it. The mother who'd once treated him like a prince, who now only spoke to him when in need of a favor or chore. Tobias wished she'd tell him just how much she hated him. It'd be easier than her cold looks, the way she avoided touching him or the grimace she bore when she had to. It's not my fault! The boy he'd once been would scream, how bad it wanted to beg for his mother's forgiveness and to attempt to restore what his family once was. He wasn't that boy anymore, Tobias doubted he'd ever be that boy again. Reconciling his family, having a relationship with his mother were of little importance now. The only man he still cared for had been gone for two years, so far out of reach Tobias didn't know if his heart still beat.
"Tobias I need wool." Her voiced seemed to have cracked with age, or it was the cigarettes she'd taken to smoking. The butts littered the sink, a constant foul-smelling cloud lingering about the house. Perhaps this would have bothered Tobi had he spent any time at home. For what? The boy thought bitterly, picking at his nails. Will you be smoking that too? Or perhaps knitting your favorite son a sweater?
"Yes mother." He didn't ask where to get such a thing, didn't even give his mother a second glance as he threw on a jacket and stormed out of the house. He could hear the click of a lighter as he shut the door behind him.
Spending two years upon the streets did little to help him find such a place. No matter the white-walled, silver spooned buildings he wandered into, they held little more than a knit sweater or a bracelet made of colorful yarn. Tobias began to wonder if his mother's odd request was some kind of goose chase, a feeble attempt to keep him out of the house as long as possible. All she had to do was ask. It wasn't as though he spent more than an hour in the place a day, but perhaps even that was too much. Even the sound of his footsteps reminded her of the son she hated, the one she'd rather have been taken. Tobias knew she wouldn't be as distraught, wouldn't have shut Mordecai out like this had he been the one kidnapped. Were the stories she told for him and Tobias just a lucky onlooker? Was he the second child that they'd never wanted? Whatever the case was, the boy didn't blame her for loving Mordecai more
Pulling a dark hood over his head, he wandered. Shoulders slumped, the boy braced himself against the harsh ocean winds, wondering if Mordecai was doing the same. Whether he knew that Tobias’ life had gone to shit since he left and just how much his little brother needed him. No matter how long he was gone, Tobias had no intention of giving up. No intention of forgetting the family who was quite possibly the only one who truly cared about him.
The store was nothing significant. Something Tobias would have passed by had his mother not planted the seeds. The Wool Shop it was direct, Tobi liked direct. He pushed open the heavy door, assaulted by the musty smell of wool and of faint perfume. It was nothing big, nothing special, but something about it made his skin crawl. As though eyes were upon him from every angle. Nonetheless he shook the thick hood off of his head, straightening the disheveled locks absentmindedly. Never in his life had Tobi seen so much of one thing. It was astounding, almost captivating. He wondered just how many animals had been shaved, how many hands had touched the wool before it made its way to these shelves.
No. Such a thing was childish to wonder. What did it matter? They were here now, the animal’s coats had regrown and those who made them long since forgotten. He grabbed the shittiest, ugliest wool he could find making his way to what could only be the counter. ”Just this.” He murmured, suddenly self-conscious and unsure. Tobias was never one for socialization, even small transactions like this. He could already feel his palms grow warm, fingers stumbling upon the bills he attempted to hand to the keeper.
Shit.
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