Fellowship with a friend {Arrows}
Nov 2, 2014 10:31:13 GMT -5
Post by Knuckles on Nov 2, 2014 10:31:13 GMT -5
Narration
Thoughts
"Speech"
Has it really been over a year since my life changed forever? Since I made the promise to May that I would protect June no matter what? It feels like all the time in the world has flown by without stopping long enough for us to mourn her loss completely. Her death will never be forgotten especially by her family. I can't imagine what June must be going through. Every year the games carry on, and it has to be a constant reminder of the death of her sister. I've always been an only child, but I know I that June is one of my best friends in the entire world. Never once has she judged me for something I can't control. I can't help the way my leg formed while I was inside my mother. It's not my fault, and she accepted that. She understood when nobody else would.
I clench the jacket in my hands drawing it tighter around my body. My feet drag against the ground as I move through the leaves heading nowhere in particular. My mother hasn't been one who understands me especially since I've became friends with June. She said I was spending too much time with her and not enough time with my family. Father isn't even in the picture anymore, and I fully believe that my mother should be proud I've escaped from her grasps at home and found someone to hang out with, but she doesn't understand. I'm tired of her telling me how to live my life. If she had her way, I would never leave the house except on the reaping days when it was required, and I can't have that. Staring outside the windows as people my age travel by isn't something I want, so I take whatever chance I have to escape. If only for a few minutes.
It's not until I see her house I realize what I want to do. Hanging out with my friend, my only friend, is one of the best things in the entire world. I'm don't have to be alone when I'm with her. At first, I stand there staring wondering if she's even home, or if she wants to come out and play in the leaves and forget about the hard lives we live. I know I only have one way of finding out, but somewhere deep inside my body something tells me to just go on. It's been a bit since we last talked, and I don't want to be on her bad side, but I want her to be happy. Her happiness means more to me than anything in the world. We could easily shovel the leaves together and jump inside of them like I did when I was a child. Sometimes I wonder if she's up to it or not, but I only have one way of finding out. I place a large grin on my face as I walk towards her house.
Step by step I look around. Someone might get the wrong idea if they see me right now, but I don't care. I made a promise, and it's a promise that I plan on keeping no matter what. I can't break it. I try moving my bad foot as much as I can, but it's lame. All it wants to do is drag across the ground. Normally my cheeks burn bright red with every step I take, but this time I feel confident. I don't have to worry about what other's say because I am a person. I have feelings. I am a human being, and if other human beings want to make fun of me, so be it. The closer I get to the house the harder my heart beats. My chest muscles tighten around my chest with every little step I take making it hard to breathe. I don't know why I feel like this when I'm around her. It's a feeling I've never felt before. When I reach her door I knock hoping she's the one who answers.