This will never end [Geebs/Kiah/Tom]
Feb 10, 2015 13:58:35 GMT -5
Post by kousei ♚ on Feb 10, 2015 13:58:35 GMT -5
Jordan Scoff-ReyeThis will never end
'Cause I want more
More, give me more
Give me more
I suck at this.
There's no other way around it. I tried to use a sword on a dummy, after hacking and dismembering a dummy that couldn't fight back I was pretty proud of myself. I then instantly tried against one of the instructors with one of those blunted ones and got beaten down worse than if I was under a raging stampede. And I gotta be brutally honest with myself, chances are I won't get better, not in three days at least. Fuck, even a little career girl could beat me up at the rate I'm going and probably not put much effort in it.
I try not to let it dwell in my mind as I rub my bruises and walk to the lunch line. Even the very look of it looks mouth watering, rub your belly, kill a man good. It's a shame that I had to be marched to my death just so I could even get a glimpse of it. If I could take all this mouth watering food and put it in a sack I'd be set for like a year. Gotta kill 23 people if I want to eat. I sling the most appetising foods on my plate and take my tray, ignoring the kids either lining up or sitting down and go for the most isolated table I can find.
To be honest, I can't help but wonder how Mantel did in here. Did he fall apart like I feel like I'm going to? Me and Bree are the youngest in this arena, these kids are big, strong, some of them even trained to hunt and kill. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I try to push the thought onto the back burner of my mind as I try to dig into this delicious food.
Before I can really properly begin enjoying my Capitolite meal I head footsteps getting closer and closer to me, until they stop, point blank, right there. I don't even look up from my food to see who it is, I don't want any trouble, I don't even want to talk to anyone, it could be Bree for all I care, they cannot sit with me. I just want to be left with my thoughts...
"Piss off." I snarl.Song: If I had a heart - Fever RayWC: 374Narrative
"Speech"
Thoughts