What Kind Of Man :: [Ollie + Kellen]
Feb 13, 2015 8:14:15 GMT -5
Post by L△LIA on Feb 13, 2015 8:14:15 GMT -5
There's only so much'ah girl can take afore doin good turns to doin bad. I'm feelin like a livin sin by the time that ol Bear shuts his yapp'ah bout hows the world ain't nev'ah done nuthin fer him, even as I'm handin him a free lunch an a smile he might not deserve. He jest bares his teeth at me an starts up mutt'ahin a whole slew'ah insults, knowin my face well nuff by nows that he ain't pickin on my reputation. Got an aim bett'ah than that. Kitchen bitch, he says with'ah mad laugh an a maniac grin, right where you belong. I know he ain't even mean it — ev'rybody know he jest got outta lock-up an lost that kid sist'ah ah'his to he don't know where, gone off all his good sense with missin her — wantin to pass round some'ah his trouble.
Still, he keeps goin on unn'ah his breath an a twitch starts up in the corn'ah ah'my mouth so's by the time he's done, I gotta walk myself outside an bite down on a cig to get my calm back. It ain't so's hard to rememb'ah how to breathe when the sky is this blue up above my head, even though my momma says smokin's the same as quittin yer lungs, but somethin is off today. The clouds look like cattle bein herded into the mouth ah'the sun an I'm so's distracted with pullin out my camera to snap a photo that I almost don't see the guy walkin past. Broad daylight. Cov'red in blood.
Smoke goes hissin out from atween all m'teeth, jest like he done scurred the ghost outt'ah me. I ain't sure I got a heart no more, but there's nuff ah'somethin left in me to panic. "Got somethin on yer shirt there," I half-mutter, pointin an blinkin an givin him the look'ah judgment oth'ah people usually save fer me. There's a pause an then a soft CLICK echoes outt'ah the camera still danglin haphazard in my oth'ah hand. "Yer face too," an my pointin fing'ah taps at my hollowed out corpse cheek, ghostless and stupid, as if my face is any kind'ah mirror fer his. It's all too clear that I ain't really been the one livin a sin, no matt'ah what was in m'head when Bear was a'talkin his trash. I was still doin good. All the bad was bein done out here.