Oh where do we begin? [Jordan & Saffron]
Feb 16, 2015 7:08:31 GMT -5
Post by kousei ♚ on Feb 16, 2015 7:08:31 GMT -5
J o r d a n S c o f f - R e y e{Oh were do we begin?
The rubble or our sins?}
It's dark.
I hate it when it goes dark and I go to bed. When everyone goes to sleep and I'm left alone in my room with nothing but my thoughts - thoughts about him. I do my best to keep myself busy, focus on my training, focus on the food, focus on anything but him. But when I've got nothing to focus on, when it's just be in my solitary room it's as if his ghost watches over me or something. He slept in this bed, he sat in this room, he ate this food. The thought that what I do is mirroring him is more ominous than the thought of going into the arena.
And when I'm left with nothing but thoughts of him I begins raking my brain with questions. Did he cry? Did he face his fate bravely? Did he make any friends? Did he even remember me? I'd like to think he did, I'd like to think he remembered that I was back at home, waiting for his return back to District ten. But I think I'm wrong, that I'm fooling myself - that the name Jordan Scoff never even crossed his mind while he was here. I'd like to think I knew everything about him but to be honest I don't, the sad truth is that the only people who know anything about the sixty-fifth tribute are the people I refuse to talk to. Saffron and Mace.
I throw off my covers from my body, I can't sleep and I won't sleep. Not while he lingers in this very room that is. I bring my legs up to my chest and hold them here and let the memories of Mantel Scoff drown my brain.
I don't know how I long I sit there for but eventually I get up out of my bed, something makes me, like a robotic command - you need to get out of bed Jordan. I open my bedroom door and begin walking out. I can't stay there any more, not while that stranger lingers in there. I don't know where I wander to, I just wander anywhere, but I have to be careful not to wake anyone up - if I do they'll probably just send me to bed or something.
But before long I hear noises, thumping, footsteps getting closer. It can only be three people: Mace, Bree or Saffron. My eyes widen and my muscles tense, but I don't turn around to see who it is, I keep my back facing them but I when I speak it's loud enough for them to hear. "Who's there?"