in the water | blitz | train
May 31, 2015 20:39:39 GMT -5
Post by анзие (Anz) on May 31, 2015 20:39:39 GMT -5
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[presto]
nat krigel
there's fire and gold in our eyes[/presto]He doesn't know how much more of this contemplative silence he can take. It's too quiet on the train, minus the odd occasional thud of something falling to the floor, or the gentle clink of silverware swaying from a similar motion. To make matters worse, whenever Nat turns around his brother appears to have taken to giving Nat long, thoughtful looks, and it's driving Nat crazy. He contemplated staying in his room as a kind of literal finger to his brother, but Leon would probably break in if he wanted to. If he knew how. Stupid older brothers with no sense of personal space.
But if he thinks about it too long he recognizes that a part of him doesn't actually mind the constant presence of his older brother at his side, even if it currently grates the upper level of his consciousness. Even when we're fire...
Nat sits now in the lounge, poking at a plate of hot food that looks strange with all the weird things on it, but smells delicious. Leon is seated at a nearby table, sipping a cup of something thick and creamy with his gaze focused on the outside world flying them by - contemplating, maybe, his brother seems to do that pretty often nowadays.
He eyes Leon, silently wondering where Gunner and whatshisname Preston were - nowhere nearby, obviously. Nat's been keeping an eye out for the longest time now. Wonder what they're like. He has no idea who they are, really, besides the fleeting glimpse he'd gotten of their faces before he was led to that fucking tiny room in the justice building, where goodbyes were had and tears could not be shed.
"If you came to say goodbye, goodbye."
"Tell me everything."
And all that time he couldn't say the words that meant the most.
Goodbye, I love you.
"You should eat something." Leon has his mask back on, and he sounds bored even when Nat recognizes the slim line of tension running across his brother's shoulders; Leon's waiting for the other two, too, even if he wouldn't say so. Maybe he's even wondering which of them he'd fail. Yeah, I know you, big bro. You can't hide from me. Nat clears his throat and pushes his plate a little away. Leon hears the scrape and turns to look at him with half a smile. "The food tastes as good as it smells, promise."
"Well, it looks weird." Reluctantly, Nat pulls the plate back and takes a bite of it anyway, chewing slowly as flavors blossom across his tongue. Eyebrows raised, he scrapes the rest of the plate clean. When he looks up, Leon is still watching him with some stupid expression on his stupid face. Nat's own face devolves into a scowl.
"What?"
His brother starts. "Nothing." Leon returns his gaze to the outside world, and after giving him a final glare, Nat studies the buffet table, contemplating what he should try next.
"Wonder where the other two are," Nat mutters, glancing at the silent door.
"Give them their space. They'll come over when they're ready."
You didn't give me any space, Nat thinks childishly, then shakes his head and picks up a piece of fruit to stop his running mouth instead.
But if he thinks about it too long he recognizes that a part of him doesn't actually mind the constant presence of his older brother at his side, even if it currently grates the upper level of his consciousness. Even when we're fire...
Nat sits now in the lounge, poking at a plate of hot food that looks strange with all the weird things on it, but smells delicious. Leon is seated at a nearby table, sipping a cup of something thick and creamy with his gaze focused on the outside world flying them by - contemplating, maybe, his brother seems to do that pretty often nowadays.
He eyes Leon, silently wondering where Gunner and whatshisname Preston were - nowhere nearby, obviously. Nat's been keeping an eye out for the longest time now. Wonder what they're like. He has no idea who they are, really, besides the fleeting glimpse he'd gotten of their faces before he was led to that fucking tiny room in the justice building, where goodbyes were had and tears could not be shed.
"If you came to say goodbye, goodbye."
"Tell me everything."
And all that time he couldn't say the words that meant the most.
Goodbye, I love you.
"You should eat something." Leon has his mask back on, and he sounds bored even when Nat recognizes the slim line of tension running across his brother's shoulders; Leon's waiting for the other two, too, even if he wouldn't say so. Maybe he's even wondering which of them he'd fail. Yeah, I know you, big bro. You can't hide from me. Nat clears his throat and pushes his plate a little away. Leon hears the scrape and turns to look at him with half a smile. "The food tastes as good as it smells, promise."
"Well, it looks weird." Reluctantly, Nat pulls the plate back and takes a bite of it anyway, chewing slowly as flavors blossom across his tongue. Eyebrows raised, he scrapes the rest of the plate clean. When he looks up, Leon is still watching him with some stupid expression on his stupid face. Nat's own face devolves into a scowl.
"What?"
His brother starts. "Nothing." Leon returns his gaze to the outside world, and after giving him a final glare, Nat studies the buffet table, contemplating what he should try next.
"Wonder where the other two are," Nat mutters, glancing at the silent door.
"Give them their space. They'll come over when they're ready."
You didn't give me any space, Nat thinks childishly, then shakes his head and picks up a piece of fruit to stop his running mouth instead.