District 12 only relishes having ~No tributes~ ( puppy)
Jun 13, 2015 12:58:59 GMT -5
Post by kittyoemily on Jun 13, 2015 12:58:59 GMT -5
Simmerin Baked
I sit on the dusty ground knees bent and eyes staring in front of me. The bodies of district twelve all around me. Some standing, some sitting like me. All of which however don't have the usual tension that there usually is. Even the peacekeepers are less tense, perhaps they know that we now have less to riot about. None of our tributes were chosen this year. Lucky district twelve, I think to myself sarcastically. It was just a year from last years games. I cant lie, I am still tense. Tense at even having to act like I am watching the games. I don't care about the games. I have grown more infuriated with them at this point.
Infuriated that she had to go. She volunteered, and I would love to blame the games, but maybe it was me. Maybe I was an awful friend. Not good enough to have someone that reminds oneself to stay behind. To NOT, volunteer. Why didn't she just let that older girl go? Why couldn't she just stay here with me? I must have been an awful friend, that's all I can come up with, I didn't give her the friendship she needed, and now she's dead. My friend gaia dead, to never be cared about again. Everyone around me has an air of happiness to them, no one from district twelve to worry about, to care about, but I can't have that privilege. I care about each tribute who has no loved ones back home to care about them, the forgotten ones. Forgotten ones like gaia. The tears start rolling down my face as I realize I miss her.
I have always missed her I told myself. I kept trying to be happy for others, or to go the opposite way and seem utterly depressed by it, never believing either. Now though, I know what I believe. I miss her. I haven't done anything for her, to commemorate her. Why haven't I? Because I am a coward? Because I am a idiot? The tears start rolling down fast, but no one notices. Just like myself. I never noticed that she needed a friend. I let her down. It serves me right. My hands start to make little fists as I wipe off my face and stop crying. A voice inside my head asked me what was I going to do about it? I picked up a stray rock to the side of me and got up. Looking around no one has given attention yet. I throw the rock at the screen, missing it by a yard, and instantly the peacekeepers are looking around, dividing the crowd. I bite my lip as I go down to the floor and pick up another one. This one hits the back of someone's head as I throw it. And now the attention is given. All eyes around me, turn to on me. Glaring eyes, and one man grabs my arm and raises it yelling at the peacekeeper to come and get me. And now I know I am in trouble as I try and struggle free, unable to due to the force of this man's arm, jumping at the moment to get a merchant child in trouble.
542 words-