Hearts Of a Lyon [Orion v Kirito Day 7]
Aug 1, 2015 11:06:33 GMT -5
Post by Noah Vau - D2 (Cato) on Aug 1, 2015 11:06:33 GMT -5
ORION HAMMERFELL | |
Tears slid down my face when I saw her face in the sky. I never wanted to hurt her. I never wanted her to die, but she betrayed me. She said so many harsh words. In that moment I wanted her to die. I wanted to her to feel the heartbreak she made me feel. It was one of the worse pain imaginable. My entire journey through the arena was for her. For my allies, my friends. I watched Elya die. I'll never forget it. Every time I close my eyes, I see the axe splitting her skull open. I see Gunner carrying her lifeless body. I also see my lookalike killing Nat. And I watch Lily fall over and over, and now I see myself killing Sue. I see him fall. I had a choice. I didn't have to kill him, but I did. I heard his cannon sound. I heard Preston's and Asher's and Circe's, yet out of all of them the only one I regret hearing is Circe's. The love of my life. The only girl I ever cared about other than my family and Oli. Stomach acid sits in my throat waiting for a chance to flee, but I hold it in. Every single promise I made is gone. I have nothing left now. I'm alone. Afraid. Destroyed. I'm sorry Circe. I'm so sorry. Sorry wasn't enough anymore. She's dead, and I'm still alive. I vowed to protect her. I vowed to get her home alive, and even through all she said, I still love her. I wish she was alive. I want one more night with her. One more time to prove that I did love a lady who never loved me in return. It was always Gunner and Elya. Always them. And even after Elya died, it was Gunner. It was hard being around them, but I long for their comfort. I long for Nat. I long for Gunner and Elya and every other dead tribute in the arena. I need their comfort. Their friendship. Their everything, yet I know Sue wouldn't offer any in return. I killed him. I know his family isn't happy with me. His friends want me dead. I want me dead. I broke a promise I made to Odysseus. I promised I wouldn't kill. I swore I'd remain true to myself, but I broke it. I shattered his trust. I wouldn't be surprised if he hated me. I can't even begin to think about Kate. I can't face her. I can't ever look at her again, but even that may come true. Four of us remain. Three more have to die. Three more deaths until one of us is finally set free. I don't want to kill anymore. I don't want to kill, and I definitely don't want to die. I'm torn between wrong and right. I've already screwed up. I killed a man. I turned myself into a person I never wanted to become. I allowed the only person I had left to die. I try to think like Mason. He was so smart and so brave. He was a fighter. I watched him fight, and now I can become like him. I can say I murdered out of cold blood. I know what it feels like, but I don't know how to move on. Every breath hurts. Every step. Every single movement, but I have to keep going. I wipe the tears away as I carry my sword in one hand. My axes in another. I want to make this right. Giving up and dying would insult the memory of the twenty dead tributes, of Mason, of Elya, Nat, Gunner, Circe. Every single person who has ever died in these games, yet I can't end another life. I can't. I don't know how. I don't want anyone else to die because of me. I don't want anyone watching to lose another person, but sadly it has to happen. I'm prepared to fight. I'm prepared to die, but I'm not prepared to kill once more. | |
district 2 male of the 70th Hunger Games |
-orion attacks kirito-
-lights four throwing axes on fire using flint and jar of tar-
p24P3Az0throwing axe
10040 -- Miss -- 0 damage
1-50
extinguished
accuracy reroll
throwing axe
10052 -- Shallow Cut on Chest -- 4 damagethrowing axe�1-50�throwing axe
