Double Digits // [Mace x Kieran]
Aug 1, 2015 18:05:29 GMT -5
Post by Baby Wessex d9b [earthling] on Aug 1, 2015 18:05:29 GMT -5
. MACE .
for what it's worth
I nearly died
Ten years. Kieran was ten years old, and Mace had seen him for a grand total of thirty weeks. Not even two-thirds of a single year, let alone ten of them. The numbers tumbled around his skull, smacking into memories with Juliet and Mason, slipping past concerned phone calls with Aranica. He still didn't have an answer to the question, what makes a good parent?, but he knew for damn sure that he hadn't been much of a father to Kieran Emberstatt. Every time the Games rolled around, it felt like too little too late.
The last few years had been especially hard, as Kieran had begun to establish himself as a independent human. Ara had told him that it seemed like Kieran had a difficult time relating to other kids his age. Mace had nodded, then mumbled an agreement into the receiver. How could he relate? He had two victors for parents and saw his father once every year, and under the most stressful circumstances. He hoped the other victor children would help but they never did. Eden went home with Lethe, Cedar with Arbor, and so on down the line. He couldn't blame them for making his life harder, but sometimes, late at night when he was feeding Coralee, he did.
He woke especially early the morning of Kieran's tenth birthday. He didn't dare wake Julian, so he showered and dressed in the dark. He descended to the kitchens of the Training Center, which were technically off limits to him, but he'd long ago flouted that rule. The kitchens were his sauna, his oasis. He spent the rest of the morning elbow deep in flour, egg and milk. He crafted three layers himself, but turned over the icing to someone with steadier hands.
By lunchtime, the cake was ready.
He kept peaking out of the serving doors, waiting for Kieran and Aranica to enter. He'd done his best to clean up, but flecks of flour still clung to his heavy, dark clothes. He had never properly adjusted to the air conditioning.
They came in with a flood of training staff. Mace glanced at the chef hovering over the cake. "Not yet," he said, returning to his watch.
Thirty minutes later the hall had mostly cleared. Mace grinned at the chef, taking up the box of matches. It rattled in his grasp, but he still managed to coax flame from matchpoint. He lit the ten candles, lifted the tray with both arms, and preceded the kitchen staff into the dining hall. Of the few talents Mace possessed, he kept his fair singing voice mostly to himself. But today was a good day - his son had survived a decade - and so he led the column.
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday, dear Kieran,
Happy birthday to you!
His smile softened his grey eyes as he placed the cake in front of his boy who was slowly but surely becoming a man. "Make a wish, son."table: zoe | graphic: dars