whispering hearts :: darlo :: semper
Sept 9, 2015 8:35:15 GMT -5
Post by k!ah on Sept 9, 2015 8:35:15 GMT -5
Darquess.
Doors had open and shut and footsteps had grown louder. Everything had seemed to move so slowly. It was like I hadn't been able to move fast enough, the words choked in my throat as he had opened the door. My naked body had been covered in goosebumps as the cold water danced around me, my hair damp and my cheeks rosey. And then he was there, his eyes dancing over my body his face turning the colour of scarlet. But yet he had not seemed to move fast enough. His movements ever so slow as he turned away, words that I couldn't even hear over my embarrassment thrown over his shoulder as the door shut behind him.
He had seen me naked. Milo Warsaw. The one person who i coudlnt quite determine how I felt towards, had seen me at my most vulnerable. I had tried to tell myself that he had seen nothing, that he had turned away instantly... but I had watched his eyes take me in fully. I had watched as he didn't look away- had he repulsed by what he saw? The pale skin and bones... it hurt to think that he thought that, it hurt to think that maybe he was disgusted by my body.
He had returned moments later, and this time I had tried to cover myself- still lost for wards as he showed me a few hot coals. The thought had been nice and I would have said thanks. Milo was always thinking of me. He always knew how to make me smile, how to defuse an uncomfortable situation- and maybe thats what he thought he was doing the moment he stated to remove his clothing. (His shirt first, my eyes catching a glimpse of solid hard muscle making my heart flutter a little bit faster in my chest, making me realise that I did want to see more of him, more than maybe I should.)
Thats when I had jumped from the tube, momentarily forgetting just how naked I was, my face red- not only from embarrassment from him seeing me naked, but also from my thoughts, from the way they seemed to be getting the better of me- and my body no longer cold but hot- very hot. I had to get a grip of myself. "Wh-what are you doing?" I had screamed at him, climbing from the tub quickly, my slick body slipping on the ground as my feet fought for grip. "Are you insane?" I stare at him for a moment longer, asking myself if maybe I was just over reacting, but before I could change my mind I rush from the room, my bare shoulder brushing against him as I ran across the hallway and enclosed myself in my room. My back against the door as I tried to calm my racing heart.
What had just happened? And why did I feel this way? Why did I feel so disappointed? Staying would have been something that I never would have done. Something that seemed to scary. I was Darquess. I was quiet, I was shy, but yet around Milo I felt confident. I felt like being adventurous, I felt like doing things that I never would have done before meeting him.
Placing my head in my heads I take a deep breath, just what as these feelings that I had for him? Did I like him? Like more than just the friends that we had become? Did I want more from him? Sighing I reach for my night gown, tossing it over my head before sitting on the ground beside the door, wandering what should be my next move.