as seen on tv{ems}
Sept 26, 2015 9:39:21 GMT -5
Post by pup on Sept 26, 2015 9:39:21 GMT -5
Say something
I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I...will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I...will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye
WORDS: idek | PAIGE HOPE | Knuckles |
NOTES: sorry that it was short. I felt like cryong through most of it |
MMy head is spinning. What did I do? What did I do? Why did I do this? Why did I choose to send myself off to die? I keep my composure up on the stage until the boy was chosen, and then I was led into the justic building, into a set of big oak doors, into a large room with a waiting couch. I guess this is where I will sit while I wait to be seen by my loved ones. I try to maintain my composure as much as possible as I sit there. Is this what Lily felt like when I rushed into this same room, tears in my eyes as I hugged her for the last time, as I said goodbye to my sister? I feel ready to burst, and I want to let myself do so. To explode into a million particles, to just die quickly than having a long, drawn out torture of days and days like Lily when she died.
My head perks up as I hear a noise. It is the oak doors starting to swing open. I wonder who will visit me first and shower me in tears. Eva? Preston? Canvas or Eterna? I don't know, and I don't wan,t to see them. I want to not say goodbye, because if I say goodbye it means I am mever coming back, and I know I won't, but I don't eant to face the truth. The truth that I should spend as much time with my loved ones because I will never know when I have to say goodbye. But I do know that it is time, and I don't want to.