send the fire down the wire | colgate, cordelia, & hannah
Sept 27, 2015 12:20:41 GMT -5
Post by я𝑜𝓈𝑒 on Sept 27, 2015 12:20:41 GMT -5
Step.
Step.
Step.
Each stair I took to the stage, where I was showcased like a prized pig for slaughter, was climbing to the summit. But I was not tired, my spirit was not eroded - cut and bleeding bleeding bleeding, but never eroded. I was just a pillar of stone with crumbling edges under the harsh glare of the cameras, under the burning gazes of millions. The world was watching Hannah O'Leary more closely than before.
(After all, I am one of their precious chess pieces.)
And I shook from the inside, several fissures hitting all at once, stemming from my very core and stretching out to my fingertips. But I have not fallen, not until now.
In the Justice Building, locked in these walls, like looming mountains, I am dust again, a broken porcelain doll. But I am not a porcelain doll anymore, I am remains. I am remains of who I was - Hannah O'Leary, wild, free, and in blissfully love.
Now I am Hannah O'Leary, chess piece, broken, and in tragically in love.
There is no bottle in my hand to save me now, and there won't be Colgate O'Leary to save me in the arena.
My fate was made with my blood, the same blood that runs through Colgate's veins.
When he and Cordelia walk through the Justice Building doors, I could scream, "YOU DID THIS TO ME! IT'S YOUR FAULT! THEY PICKED ME BECAUSE OF YOU!"
But the thought alone is shattering my earth and with it, my heart all over again. All I feel is sobs in my throat, battling to be heard, and blood and tears, trickling like streams of black tar across my insides. And my heart is the storm cloud that sets them free.
I am already darting into their arms the moment I can see their faces.
"Colgate! Cordelia!"meanwhile, my family's taking shelterthe sparks send the fire down the wire
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