Grims taking time to think/leave

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Grims taking time to think/leave Nov 7, 2015 15:10:39 GMT -5

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Post by grim. on Nov 7, 2015 15:10:39 GMT -5

I'm not going to delete this, because I'm going to accept that it is something that I felt and in some ways still feel, but I have decided to remain on the site, and also that this thread was a bit premature and written out of anger. I apologize for causing anyone a start. I am still going to be rather inactive, will be mending a few open wounds. But I promise I am here to stay <3

Heyo all, so I am going to take a period of time to take things in. I wont be on the site at all, I am personally feeling very angry with the people on this site, and I'm done with two faced bullshit. The games were not a healthy experience for me in anyway, and therefore I am taking my leave. Depending on the clarity I find this may be the last post you see from me, because currently I feel very strongly that I no longer want to be a part of this site. I'm sure I will be named immature and ridiculous for making this post, but I don't care at this point, because these are my true emotions and I am sad to say that the amount of scatteredness in this site is saddening. In all honesty this site reminds me of high school in the sense that if you aren't popular u get no recognition, I do believe that the site needs to work on its bonding, and making everybody feel like they have a place, feeling like you are unwanted is unhealthy.

Last Edit: Nov 9, 2015 20:06:55 GMT -5 by grim.

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Grims taking time to think/leave Nov 7, 2015 15:53:24 GMT -5

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Post by pup on Nov 7, 2015 15:53:24 GMT -5

Grim, no one blames you at all for wanting to take time off the site, and you are nowhere near immature or riduculous. For the time I have known you on this site, you have been amazing. I have always loved reading your writing and Saxton was by far one of my favorite tributes to read.

I also know how you feel about the site, if you look back a few months ago here you can find me popping on and off on and off the site because I felt that way too. About a year ago I had felt so unwanted and miserable that I had even deleted my old account before creating this one a bit later after I cooled off a bit after what had recently happened.

I really understand if you want to leave, but I will hope every single day that you wjll come back to this site because you did make it part of the reason I am still here along with other reasons too. You made me laugh with your jokes, and your writing was just so wonderful.

Hopefully you will come back after a while or choose to stay, and I will always be waiting and hoping for when you do.

Your Friend,
Puppy

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Grims taking time to think/leave Nov 7, 2015 16:14:08 GMT -5

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Post by [GM] EKRAM NOVARA | mattio on Nov 7, 2015 16:14:08 GMT -5

Grim D: You have no idea how much you are appreciated on the site, but I fully respect your decision to take some time away from the site. I've adored you as a writer and person, and still will after this. Taking some time is definitely a good thing if you feel this way.

I'm sad to see you take your leave, but I want you to know that you have always been wanted on the site. I've loved all three of your tributes thus far, and hope that I can see some more. But you have always been appreciated and wanted on HGRPG.

I completely understand that you're upset, and I hope that somehow you will come back because we all love you. I wish you the best of luck in the future, and I hope to see you soon. </3

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Grims taking time to think/leave Nov 7, 2015 18:40:00 GMT -5

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Post by ghosty on Nov 7, 2015 18:40:00 GMT -5

Grim,
I don't even want to write this, and I'm sobbing as I do but I don't care, I need to say it. So here we go.

First off, you will not be seen as immature or ridiculous or anything else because I honestly will not allow it. It's your decision and if anyone even starts along those lines, I'll literally never talk to them again. Not even exaggerating.

There is nothing I can say to stop you going for a breather, so go. Please. You deserve it after the shambles these games have been for you, some time away from us here. When you're gone, everyone will miss you, I'm sure. I'll miss you definitely, you were the first person I considered a friend on site, and to see you go will be awful. Don't you even dare think that no one appreciates you. Everyone loves you jfc, your writing beautiful, your characters amazing. These games have been hard on everyone, even for people spectating like myself. Don't let them take you down, because in the end, it's just a game. Yes, you get sad at them, or angry or pissed off, or distraught, but everyone feels like it. Don't think about all of the bad times though. Just remember that feeling when you were first reaped. I remember it, how happy you were. Or when we got out of the bloodbath with like no damage in the 69th. They are among the best times on the site for me, and you've had other amazing experiences on site. What ever you do, please don't forget them. Hold them close. Don't forget us, we all still love you, no matter if you are here or not.

If you don't feel that the site is bonded enough, than it's an opinion. Your experiences are different to mine, but I think that the site is like a family. We have our feuds, and the moments of joy, but we're all just linked together in the end on the site, doing what we love best which is writing with every other person on site, who are all amazing and support you no matter what.

If this is your last post, I will honestly always miss you. Please come back and visit when you can, and you don't feel so upset. You are my friend no matter what.
If this isn't, see you soon, my friend.

I honestly can't even write how I feel, like this honestly makes me feel the worst I have ever felt on site in a year and a half of being here.

Ghosty.