REMI SMOAK // DISTRICT ONE {CBD1}

See that man behind me? He's been following me for three weeks now. My sister says that there is no one there, but what would she know. She's okay with going outside, talking to people and socialising. It's not the same for me, you get it, don't you? You can see that person, of course you can. After all you're someone I created, that's why you'll understand what it feels like to be me. I like to think that I'm a good person, but in reality there are only maybe three or four of those in the entire world. Mrs Darling says that I just need to learn to trust more, she's one of the good ones. She's somewhat stupid, but she's done nothing to deserve anyone treating her badly. I hacked into her computer server system to find out, looking for the dirt, the bad stuff, but there was nothing. That's very rare, you and I? We're not like that, we're already balancing on that fine line between addict and sanity, take enough to remain functional, not enough to go over the edge. Sheila says she'll protect me, stop me if I take too much, but it eases the loneliness enough, you see not even my sister can stop that.