the things that haunt us | ☀ + vepar
Dec 29, 2015 4:18:08 GMT -5
Post by gamemaker kelsier on Dec 29, 2015 4:18:08 GMT -5
i will follow you into the dark
Seven hours have passed since Vepar left.
Venus left three hours before that. Lately he has been putting in more time at work. He seems sleepy a lot and stressed. Vepar also seems more stressed and I wonder if I am stressing them out. Maybe that is why they leave me all alone.
I pull my knees up to my chest, back pressed safely against the wall beside the door. The grand stairs stand ornate directly across from the door upon marble tiled flooring and the tiling is cold on my bare feet. The clock ticks against the wall across from me, a grandfather, old and malicious with it's tick, tick, ticking.
It is scary to be alone. Every sound is louder than usual, every movement I catch in the corner of my eye startles. I wonder if it is Nathanial come to steal me back.
Four months come and gone and I have not seen or heard him. The nightmares are worse than ever and it doesn't make sense. I can feel something coming. Something bad.
I tug my knees closer to my chest and press my face against them. They've lost a bit of their boniness but eating has never come easily to me, especially with no tongue and there are ways to kill yourself that don't involve sharp objects.
But I've come to understand that Venus and Vepar are oddities.
They won't hurt me, I don't think.
But the shadows that creep in the rooms above my head will.
The lights are all off and the only light comes from the one outside the front door.
I've never faced the issue here before of whether or not I am allowed to have the lights on for me. Nathanial always said that turning on lights for an Avox was a waste of activity and only real people had the privilege. I once turned the lights on because I stubbed my toe on a piece of furniture and he locked me in a windowless room for days.
I don't want to make the same mistake twice.
But the shadows creep, they come.
I curl my toes in tight and hide my face.