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Jan 9, 2016 13:44:13 GMT -5
Post by Avalon on Jan 9, 2016 13:44:13 GMT -5
The rain fell slowly at first, but by midnight, the rain had grown into a storm and Europa knew that the sound outside her window was none other than her brother’s namesake. It was easier to sleep at nights after so many years apart, but each clap of thunder sounded more like Storm’s laughter and the bright flash reminded her of his smile. How many months had it been since she last saw them in her room? Too long, but it’s easier to let them go now, easier for me to live. It was growing increasingly more difficult for her to see their faces, their postures, their expressions as it had once been, but there were always moments like the storm outside that brought it all back.
Unable to fall asleep to the lulling sound of the rain, she threw off her covers and went for a walk outside. The water droplets attached theirselves to her skin, hair, clothes before soaking in, and while the water felt cold, the air did not. It was the pollution from the oil refineries, the heavy smog that kept the air trapped in, but for every few seconds, a taste of fresh air could be tasted on her lips. She didn’t mind that her clothes were starting to collect the water, didn’t mind that a cold wind would blow in her direction and probably make her ill.
It was peaceful out there, the wind and thunder speaking to her while the lightning kept her eyes busy. Where are you, Storm? But she knew the answer to that question. He was buried 6 feet deep, resting like he had been since he came home in that wooden box. She had only been 13 at the time, so naïve and stubborn, as she waited for her brother to open the box from inside and say “surprise!” She had wanted him to hug her, tell her that it was all staged for the Capitol’s entertainment, that the knife in his ear was only a prop. But instead, he would never take another breath and she had to learn to accept that. Sundra’s death didn’t make it any easier for her, as she had to re-learn how to build her life again only two years after the first time she crumbled.
But everything is going well. Everything is starting to get better. She had friends again, a job that she loved, and a job to supplement her income. She still had her mother, her father, Io, but in that moment, when she missed Storm the most, the only emotion she felt was anger. Anger at herself, anger at Storm, anger at Heron though I don’t blame her for what happened, anger at the Capitol. They had taken her brother, her mentor, her father figure. Not knowing what to do with all of the anger, she released it with a loud shout at the open air as her tears started mixing with the rain that fell down her face. “Come back to me, please,” she pleaded with the sky as she dropped to her knees and sobbed.
Unable to fall asleep to the lulling sound of the rain, she threw off her covers and went for a walk outside. The water droplets attached theirselves to her skin, hair, clothes before soaking in, and while the water felt cold, the air did not. It was the pollution from the oil refineries, the heavy smog that kept the air trapped in, but for every few seconds, a taste of fresh air could be tasted on her lips. She didn’t mind that her clothes were starting to collect the water, didn’t mind that a cold wind would blow in her direction and probably make her ill.
It was peaceful out there, the wind and thunder speaking to her while the lightning kept her eyes busy. Where are you, Storm? But she knew the answer to that question. He was buried 6 feet deep, resting like he had been since he came home in that wooden box. She had only been 13 at the time, so naïve and stubborn, as she waited for her brother to open the box from inside and say “surprise!” She had wanted him to hug her, tell her that it was all staged for the Capitol’s entertainment, that the knife in his ear was only a prop. But instead, he would never take another breath and she had to learn to accept that. Sundra’s death didn’t make it any easier for her, as she had to re-learn how to build her life again only two years after the first time she crumbled.
But everything is going well. Everything is starting to get better. She had friends again, a job that she loved, and a job to supplement her income. She still had her mother, her father, Io, but in that moment, when she missed Storm the most, the only emotion she felt was anger. Anger at herself, anger at Storm, anger at Heron though I don’t blame her for what happened, anger at the Capitol. They had taken her brother, her mentor, her father figure. Not knowing what to do with all of the anger, she released it with a loud shout at the open air as her tears started mixing with the rain that fell down her face. “Come back to me, please,” she pleaded with the sky as she dropped to her knees and sobbed.