``forever after days }{ rade ]
Jan 31, 2016 20:37:51 GMT -5
Post by aya on Jan 31, 2016 20:37:51 GMT -5
on my feet I stand tonight
stand and step up to the light
an extraordinary man
unbroken in a breaking light
Arbor Halt paced the hallway on the eleventh floor of the Training Center for what must've been half an hour. He knew he ought to say something, anything, to reach out to Kirito Miristioma, to reach out to his mentor and his mentee, to offer his support and condolences for the impossible hand they'd been dealt this year.
But every time he approached the door, he realized that he had nothing good to say.
"Sorry for warning you that this would happen" was just as bad as "I told you so," was just as bad as "Hi, Kirito, last year I warned Katelyn that this would happen if Harbinger won. Hi, Harbinger, I begged your mentor to let you die." Was just as bad as "Keep it up the good work, this is just the beginning." Was just as bad as laughing in Katelyn's face, closing the door, and leaving.
He wasn't drunk enough for this.
There wasn't enough whiskey in the world for this.
Knuckles poised to knock, his grey eyes bored into the pristinely waxed wooden door of the District Eleven suite. A tired old man stared back, the grain unable to camouflage the lines of deep sadness that had worn at his face. He dropped his fist and his resolve, turned tail and headed back to the elevator.
This time, when he saw his reflection in the chrome, he scowled. There's no getting out of this one, Halt.
That didn't mean he had to like it.
He took a deep breath, steeled himself, and strode back down the hallway. He lead with his knocking fist and — before he could change his mind — rapped on the door five times, launching into his spiel as soon as it was opened:
"Just came to say —"
that's the way it goes — I was dealt the same hand, once upon a time — it hurts me to see history repeating itself like this — when you save one tribute, you'll want to save another, and another, and before you know it, each tribute who falls feels like a personal failing, because if you've done it once, if you've done it twice, then surely you've got another victor in you —
"— I know how rough it is. Sorry for your loss. There's nothing I can say to make it better, but if there's anything I can do..."
He stared at his shoes. If there was anything at all that could be done, Arbor Halt would not be standing on the eleventh floor of the training center, there to witness the newest victors as they grappled with the impossible situation they'd been thrust in. The impossible situation that they, by surviving, had created for themselves.
Hopeless knew hopeless. And in the eighteen years that Arbor had his vision, he'd never seen something so irreparable as the hole that District Eleven had been digging for themselves in place of graves.
tags - charade