{Stumbling} upon madness [Jason + Helen]
Mar 18, 2016 13:28:05 GMT -5
Post by kousei ♚ on Mar 18, 2016 13:28:05 GMT -5
J a s o n + M a t h e s o n{And I feel like takin off
Let me be your supernova
Before you make the biggest mistake of your life
Just give me the chance to get it right, get it right}
Every step I take is a step away from hell.
That house is becoming a tiny dot behind me, away from all the inter-family war that's dominated each and everyone of our lives. I just have to get out of there. It's freezing cold, my hands and ears are bright red but it's one hundred times better than being forced to live there. I can't stay in that house another minute because every moment is a ticking time bomb waiting to explode and it will explode; it's an inevitable fact. When it does I know somehow I'll take the damage, shrapnel shards will dig into my skin and I'll be blown back over a riptide of swear words and rage and over protectiveness. And I won't even know why.
I breathe out, my breath materialising itself as a wave of fog in front of my face. I stick my hands in my pockets in an attempt to salvage what little heat in my hands I have left. My ears are angrily burning from the bite of the cold bitter wind. Thankfully, the snow has long since melted that would suck but it's still as cold as hell here. I keep my jaw clenched to prevent the chattering that would come from it. Never let yourself chatter in the cold, Jason. My brother's words ring in my head from one of the few times I actually paid attention to my surroundings and kept myself locked into reality.
Honestly, I can't exactly complain because I'm not exactly dressed for this weather. A black leather jacket is draped over my figure but it's certainly too small. The sleeves only go up to the middle of my forearm in a sad effort to cover my whole arm arm and it's barely reached my waist. This might not even be mine. Could be the younger one; honestly I wasn't even looking I just took the first jacket I saw and left. Wasn't paying attention, again. Perhaps I should keep a counter, I would've been on at least a million by now. A brief chuckle escapes my lips. At least the jeans are the right size, that would be horrible.
My steps are careless and light, I'm going somewhere anywhere that's not there. My gaze is fixed on the dusty ground as it slowly moves from under me. I don't even ask where I'm going, I just keep moving and moving to wherever my feet take me. They take me to a world with no games, a world with no family, a world where I won't be called stupid or treated like a pawn. I'm just Jason.
In the corner of my eye I spot a tree, and another one, and anoth-
A sudden surprised grunt escapes my lips as I stumble back. Done it again Jason. Not paid attention to what's so obviously in front of me and clear as day. Some brown haired girl. Embarrassment floods through my, rising through my body like a build up of molten liquid in a volcano. I can feel my face turning redder and redder by the minute. My response is automatic yet so simple and dull but it's the best I can muster. "Whoops."