Bitter Roots // Cato
Apr 10, 2016 0:08:53 GMT -5
Post by charade on Apr 10, 2016 0:08:53 GMT -5
KATELYN PERSIMMON
Katelyn’s eyes were still misty, shimmering blue dew drops framed by a field of wheat, but she was moving with purpose. Opal’s presence had helped, the older victor a shoulder to lean on, someone she could be weak around because she didn’t have to be strong for her. The other victors from eleven on the other hand…
Harbinger had spent the day wandering the sixty-eighth arena, walking in the footsteps of his brother and putting some ghosts to rest. It broke her heart that there was a replacement already. He must have gotten back a few hours ago, but she hadn’t been able to find him. She’d expected to find him nursing a bottle somewhere by a bar or in the cafeteria but that hadn’t panned out. She hadn’t been able to find Kirito in any of the usual spots either and that worried her. Eventually though, she found Harbinger in the training center. Even from a few feet away, she could smell him; stinking of alcohol and sorrow, a bottle clutched in one hand. A rack had fallen over (or perhaps it had been pushed) and practice weapons were strewn about the ground like corpses in the arena.
Some of them looked about as broken too.
She fidgeted for a moment when they locked eyes, staring him down with one eyebrow arched in concern. “It happened.” She said simply to break the silence. “Don’t blame yourself. If it didn’t happen this year, it would be next. Or the one after. Capitol was always going to try to stop us from bringing anymore home.” She stood resolute as an oak tree in his face, refusing to waver, ready for anything. "Of course I blame myself.” He snarled. "How can i not? Iain was alive while I was here. He died when I left. District eleven having a bullseye on their backs is due to me winning." No, she thought to herself. It's because I cared too much.
His voice rose in volume like a wounded animal. "I never should have made it out of the arena alive. Now I've doomed ripred knows how many lives. Look at District twelve." he heaved. "That's our fate." He said, voice dropping down to a whisper. "All because of…me." His head drooped and Katelyn felt her chest tighten. This wasn't right. She'd seen Harbinger back home, how tender he was with Navya. How he joked with his brothers. Harbinger was the strongest of them, but he was also the most gentle.
To see him reduced to this was killing her.
“We’re from a lower district Harbinger. We’re not supposed to survive. But we did. That's why they're punishing us." she snapped, a little harsher than she intended to. "Kirito’s gonna need us now more than ever. The district’s gonna need us to be strong. They’ll need hope to hold onto. And our combined winnings should keep the district afloat for the next couple years. So right now, we need to keep it together until we get home." She fumed, nostrils flaring as she grabbed his shoulders and forced him to look down at her. “Are you listening to me, you big galoot? There'll be time to grieve, but not like this. Not here. Not the way the Capitol wants us to be. Broken. Useless. We take care of our own and we honor them.” she punctuated her tirade by snatching the bottle out of his hands and daring him to take it back with a look that could have frozen blood.
"And I don't wanna live like this again
I thought you said it would be so simple"
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