About to Burst (Chevi)
May 27, 2016 11:07:13 GMT -5
Post by kap on May 27, 2016 11:07:13 GMT -5
Promise yourself
to be strong so that nothing
can disturb your peace of mind
to be strong so that nothing
can disturb your peace of mind
❧
It was a rather ordinary thing for Caitir to be extremely optimistic one day and majorly pessimistic the next. Sometimes she would even have both of those outlooks on life in the same day. This often made things quite difficult. That day, she had decided to go and wander through the streets on District Eight, meandering past tall factories and the people that came by.
As she was on her walk, it took a turn for the worse. There was a large amount of people around, and she felt her body begin to shake. Tremors shot through her body, and she couldn't stop them. Her breathing picked up pace and she new she had to get out of there. She wasn't good either crowds, not doubt. They often made her feel claustrophobic and would pull her into a panic.
I shouldn't have gone out today. Now I'm making a fool of myself! Who else honestly can say that they can't even take a walk through a somewhat crowded district without panicking almost every time?
As her tremors got quicker and more violent, she knew she had to get away from everything.
Closing in... Closing in... Get me out of here!
She bolted out of the crowd, weaving past people and accidentally bumping into some of them in the process. When she finally broke through the crowd, her breathing slowed a bit, but not enough to stop her shaking. Quickly, she came across a bench and went to sit down. On her way over, however, being so exhausted from how panicked she was, she nearly fell. Stumbling a bit to catch herself, she went over to sit on the bench. As she was sitting there, her body shook viciously. She pulled her legs up onto the bench and brought her knees to her chest. Why was this always so difficult?
I hope no one notices me... My shaking is so bad that it's embarrassing!
318 ● Chevi ● Sorry that the start is a bit short!