s u c k a { eps&fiona blitz
Jun 6, 2016 9:16:16 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Jun 6, 2016 9:16:16 GMT -5
( f i o n a )
I grab my keys on the way out, scratching the matte practically off my nails on the metal of it. Slamming the door behind me I feel no difference, these last few days have been a blur more so than the ones before it, just as the ones after I'm guessing too -- I'm sick of it already. The monotony, honey, at this point I openly want to get in a shot out with mother nature. I stomp my boots into the ground with every step in my walk, trying my hardest to break the cement under it; Ripred, if this is how everybody lives I don't want a part of it.
Usually I'd kick it with my sister, scrap the ginger of her hair under my nails as I tug to get her attention. She'd tell me to fuck off and I'd grin, red lipstick staining one of my pearly front teeth but that shit's the old me. Fiona Royce is in retirement at the moment, and I'm here to take her messages and burn them to the ground. Ever since district four couldn't keep its fucking shit together, my sister's out and about with some hot sea daddies and I'm stuck in this district I've always fucking been.
Besides, I had my name on that list way before she did. The one thing she had to copy me in, poor thing would never let me give her a make over, but oh well. I guess some people just like to look like a hot mess. And as soon as I received my application and asked my parents for signatures they looked like I pulled a gun out on them. "Fiona, what the hell," they don't like me doing manual work other than career training. Momma always wants me to be this treasured little thing and Daddy just wants me to stay a virgin until I fucking die I guess.
It's only when it suits them really. I shove the car keys in my sweater's pocket and pop my knuckles both single handedly. I'm guessing they didn't want me in district four because I'd probably break my marriage truce with Leon Fray, but I do that shit here anyways! Besides, they only want me talking to royalty practically. But Leon and I we don't see quite eye to eye, I swear they must've found the only lizard-looking Fray boy, because the rest don't look like him. Justice, Kellan, Trylle - shit, Leon's the last on my daddy hit list.
Above me rings a chime, another day another custom. The woman at the register waves at me and I do it back - I'm not a fucking heathen - before slamming my hand in the ice box near the front and grabbing a coke. I spot her a dollar and leave as she warms me off. She's not somebody I can fight, I know her kids and this is the only drug store in district that doesn't smell like an actual coffin. Shame.
I really wanna fuck someone up.
The streets still overflowing with the morning errand people, the soda can sizzles as I pop it open - there's gotta be one bitch. Anyone honestly, I sip the foam from the can and stare.
She's a Fray, I can't fight her we're gonna be fucking inlaws eventually. Condensation from the can leaks into the ridges on my fingers - that one's a fucking Shore, can he kick my ass? Hell, I don't know, I need a fight that won't suck ass, but still one that I can win. I don't want to look like a fucking cunt starting a fight and getting my ass beat. I bet there's a kink for that.
But I catch her, some bombshell chick who dropped out of one of the gyms because of her pregnancy - shit what was her name? It's on the tip of my tongue but all I can remember are two year old insults; is it a bitch move to fight somebody's mother, hell I don't know. I speed walk to behind her, my sweater loose on my body, "hey!"
I take one more sip of my cola, black lipstick smearing on its cool side.
"Sleepona isn't it?" All I can remember is everybody called her a whore, and if I wasn't looking for a fight then hell I wouldn't be talki- shit. She has her fucking baby on her, fuck. I pause for a second; I am so sorry.
"See you've gotten tired of waking up in other men's beds; think your baby'll fuck it up less next time?"
For the second after I down as much coke in one gulp as possible.
Let's fuckin do this.coding : elegant