changing targets {tom}
Oct 4, 2016 19:35:52 GMT -5
Post by Knuckles on Oct 4, 2016 19:35:52 GMT -5
Rolf Parks Eighteen | Male | District Nine |
The Capitol is definitely something else, and it's hard not to get caught up in how beautiful it is. Yet with every step, and the eyes of the gawking spectators, I'm reminded of why I'm here. Downcast eyes dart from one white wall to the other. Statues, and columns hold up the building. Finally stopping for a moment, I'm staring at the carpet on the floor wondering what type of fabric it is, and how I can possibly destroy it. But that's not why I'm here. It's a place to allow me to train in order to learn what is needed to survive.
Pfft.
I've been surviving my entire life. From the time I was just a toddler. My life may have been better than my brothers and sister's life, but it was rough. Starvation was something I faced every day. My brother and sister are still at home facing starvation while I stuffed myself so full on the train I threw it all back up. It's disgusting. It's disheartening to know that these people here take life for granted.
Walking into the training center is almost breathtaking. My eyes bounce from station to station taking in every weapon possible making note to lurk around figuring out how to use them. Ropes hang from the ceiling, paints cover a station, jars of tar and matches set on a table at another, but none of them catch my attention.
Shaking my head, I turn once more looking at the different weapons. None of them belong in the hands of innocent teens, but none of us are innocent anymore. Blood threatens to cover our hands within a matter of days, and the innocent won't survive. I'm about to turn around and walk away when my eyes land on axes hanging from a rack.
The sounds of his ribs breaking echo through my mind. I'm back in front of the screen watching as he rips the axe from his chest, and she's standing over him. Alive and not dying. My eyes narrow, beads of sweat roll from my brow, each breath burns inside me. A crushed heart claws at my ribs begging for an escape as I lift an axe from the rack.
Turning towards one of the targets, I imagine her face dancing across it, and without thinking, I launch the axe as hard as I can, but it lands with a thud against the ground. All my hopes and dreams are crushed and shattered until I lift another one in the air. Anger isn't the way, but hope isn't either because hope doesn't exist in a world where people become caged animals.
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