a date with the plate {frankel}
Oct 5, 2016 11:34:41 GMT -5
Post by d9 kristof parks {ems} on Oct 5, 2016 11:34:41 GMT -5
Rolf Parks Eighteen | Male | District Nine |
I'm hungry.
What's new? I'm always hungry especially now that I'm at the Capitol. The food is amazing, well most of it is, and I can't have just one helping. Mother and father would kill me if they saw how much food I'm stuffing on my plate every chance I get, but they aren't alive. They aren't here watching over me. Sometimes when they were alive, they questioned me asking why I had so much food, but never gained any weight. I couldn't tell them I was giving it to my family. I couldn't tell them that I cared more for my siblings than I did for their cooking. Yet in the end, I stood back and watched as they died. Didn't do anything to help them, and now that the games are lingering closely to my future, I can't stand back and watch anymore. But first, I want to eat.
Lifting up a plate from the table, my eyes land on the many different foods spread throughout. Seafood from district four. I want to try it, but at the same time it terrifies me that something like that can be eaten. I don't even know how to describe it, and if it wasn't for the placard reading crab, I may have never guessed. I mean, I'm from district nine, how am I supposed to know what this stuff is?
A soft sigh leaves my lips as I place the crab on my plate, and I'm still moving around piling more and more onto it until it's overflowing. But I see their faces, Citadel, Pherick, my aunt and uncle. I'm watching as they eat meals fixed at home, and they're only a really small portion of what I have on my plate right now. My aunt and uncle starved so we could have food in our stomachs. They gave us everything they could, yet they kept enough for themselves as well.
Part of me feels bad as I take my seat at a nearby table, and I'm pondering if I should eat it all. I want to say no, and shove it away because this food can afford to go to waste. Oh screw it.
I'm going to eat.
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