declan krigel. d4. wip.

I let out a giggle - a youthful one. Where you feel like you're only five again and witnessing a butterfly for the first time. You giggle because it's free and it seems to have the world all around them doing everything to bring them down, but they're so elegant about it you feel joy. You see yourself in a butterfly sometimes. They're so small like you at that age and it seems almost unreal that something so small could do so much.

I let out a giggle, and I resemble the sunshine. Happiness. My smile is so bright and inviting that I seem to define any sort of joy in life. My eyes sparkle as if brand new and only anticipating the moment of something else.

I resemble happiness, sunshine. I guess it's my way of dealing with emotion. I don't really know how to feel emotion, really, and I distract myself from it if there is any. I sit at a beach and I laugh, I smile. I reach down into the water to look at some of the rocks that are budding with the shore. I take one out to examine it, feeling the water drip off of it as this is my calming place. My happy place, even, and I wouldn't change much about it.

I smile.

I've always heard those who shine brighter than the sun are amazing people, so why not thrive to be one of those people? Everyone wants to be the best of the best, (does that make sense?) and I was a part of that competition to become the best of those bests. It's a long strive to become that and I don't think I will become one of those people. I can try - smile through it all and be anyone's sun. I can be anyones light to their world but if anyone tries hard enough, can't they be it too?

I giggle.

Leon Krigel is the only reason I seem to smile, and that could have been due to many things. It can be his power or his strength. Maybe the ability for him to come h o m e, because that was a rare thing to do these days.

I smile, but that's probably just fine.