cyrille ainsworth | d6 | fin | cbd3
Dec 31, 2016 23:59:19 GMT -5
Post by Lyn𝛿is on Dec 31, 2016 23:59:19 GMT -5
Cyrille AinsworthI do not want, for wanting leads to dissatisfaction.
seventeen. district six. female
I do not form attachments, for attachment leads to suffering.
All life is transient. All emotion is ephemeral. I seek to feel, and then to let go.
I will not be my mother, trapped in a rat's nest of a house crammed full of stuff that brings her no joy. The only thing I wish to seek is spiritual truth.
No, not like that Ansgar freak and his stupid rat god. Society is so shallow these days it makes me sick. Too many influences, too many things demanding attention, and an entire district obsessed with a hamster wheel of scientific progress. There has to be something better than craving things and wanting to keep forever what cannot, what must not last. Floor-to-ceiling boxes. Climbing over trash to get into my bedroom.
I notice these thoughts, and clear my mind of them. I let them go, for they are distractions in the pursuit of enlightenment. I feel my body and my breath, and I am conscious of every movement.
What is satisfaction? What is life's purpose? And what, if anything, is truly infinite?
