At Long Last [Dee]
Jan 25, 2017 22:18:17 GMT -5
Post by Cato on Jan 25, 2017 22:18:17 GMT -5
Harbinger Rhodes Twenty One| Male | District Eleven |
I can finally rest. At least that's what I told myself as I open my eyes into the afterlife. There's so many people I want to see. My parents, my brothers, Chloe. In the games she was my friend, and she didn't deserve to die by my hand. She didn't deserve to die at all, but it had to happen for me to live. Life was hard, yet I lived it to the best of my ability. But here in the afterlife, I don't have to worry anymore. It's all happiness, and pure joy. No hardships nothing. All my dreams can come true. So many came true in first life, but this is my second life. I've left behind so many people, and I know they're going to miss me, but I have to stay happy for myself. They'd want me to have happiness just like I want them to have happiness. I can't even think of my daughter right now. I just hope I raised her right, and that she knows how to live. I hope Navya is okay, and that she doesn't miss me too much. She's always in my heart, and I hope I'm always in her's.
But as I look around, I don't even know where to begin. The grass is perfect. The sky is perfect. The entire world seems so much different. I wish that I could've came here much sooner, but I would've missed out on the life I had. It wasn't the perfect life, but it was my life. I have a leg now, and it's not just some piece of metal holding me up. This is all natural, and for that I am grateful. But while I'm here, I want to find my friend. I know I'll find my brothers eventually, yet Chloe, I want to see her again. To talk to her. To apologize unless it's too late to apologize. I expect the grass to crunch, but it doesn't. It's alive unlike the dead grass planted throughout the majority of district eleven. I never knew any different though.
I turn in every direction, not sure of where to start, so I do all I can think of. "Chloe!" I shout her name hoping she's somewhere near. I hope my friend is waiting, and I hope she'll be happy to see me. I just wish I knew what to do. I don't want to relive the night over and over where I struck her down. It's not worth my time anymore because this is paradise. It's happiness. It's everything. Maybe I'm finally free of the memories I once held onto. But how can I remember Chloe if all the memories are gone? I shake my head for a moment trying to take it all in while running forward for the first time since that dreadful day in the games. "Chloe!" I call out her name again, and I hope she's close because I really want her to hear. I want to find her, and I hope she wants to find me.