weight in gold { brothers }
Aug 6, 2017 17:12:46 GMT -5
Post by Deleted on Aug 6, 2017 17:12:46 GMT -5
I haven't eaten all day.
One of those days, forgetting habituals for books -- reading and working and goddamn grave holes, I've been stressed all day. Marking pages of that old bible, I held my breath with window cracks; I know I'm easily persuaded. At this point it's just how I survive. Holding hands with words of text, reading all day until Bells gets home, the beauty of night shift jobs, right? Who is Jesus Christ on my tongue, it's fascinating. Creation, divination, words words things I don't understand and there's a section somebody ripped out that I think I'd kill for to get back. Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, I don't understand what I means.
I asked Andie once what he thought and he told me to shut up.
Don't really blame him either, placing the book in my backpack, weighing down on my soul, he hates the thing. Hates all the questions but I just think he hates not knowing more than anything, "do you think any of this is real?"
"Hope not, you'd never stop talking about it."
The only real thing he's ever told me about it was that our asses would get thrown in the d.c. if we got caught with it: "religious propaganda." But I run the risk. Run with the risk, past old grapevines and broken fences, meeting up with Andie in the ghost story graveyard. Shovel in hand, backpack full of flashlights, matches, water, bandages -- can't be too safe. What if we died, y'know? God bless maybe I might get reading done tonight, mind slipping between crawling under the yard's fences and bible text. I'll translate all of what it means one day, belt scrapping against the underside of a metal plank.
"Shit," I just want to read illegal religions dude, "Andie help?" Whispered screams, like ghost hauntings.