Post by ryan on Sept 16, 2017 13:48:56 GMT -5
Caesi needed some alone time away from the people that she cared about. She loved her family, she truly did, but they were sometimes, a little too much. Something about the way they treated her never felt comforting. She never felt like she belonged, and so, she would always find somewhere else to be. She went around the district, mapping the area and memorizing places that she could go when she wanted to get away for a little bit. Of course, there weren’t many places in a small district like six, but she knew that she could hide in one for long enough if she wanted too. Caesi was good at taking care of herself, that was probably the only thing she thought she was good at after all.
So she was by the district boundaries, book in her lap, trying to get a little bit more medical knowledge in her even though she knew that she wasn’t ever going to be able to touch anything more than a light pain killer. People told her that they were afraid that she might be the one to fuck everything else, and the sad part about it was, she believed it.
It was just one of those days anyway, where she wanted to be alone for a while. She wasn’t too far from home, but she was in a spot that no one knew about, maybe except for Franc because he was good with tracking people down who didn’t want to be found. This was good a time as any to just get out of the house and think about things. She found solace in her loneliness only because that was all she really ever knew now a days. How to be lonely. How to be alone. It was rather sad. Honestly.