midnight dreams; polaris&rosie
Sept 16, 2017 14:57:51 GMT -5
Post by kousei ♚ on Sept 16, 2017 14:57:51 GMT -5
I press my thumb to the pulse beneath my wrist and watch the sun die.
I'm an angel in this darkness, ashen black claws digging at the rotting chamber I call my chest and coating my lungs in tight chemical rage. My lips curl into a tight smile and I chuckle; the smoke rises from between my teeth and the orange fireball clenched between my teeth begins to die. Like the death of a phoenix, minus the blooming of new life. It's laughably easy, to bury my sister's judgement and the world's scorn beneath broken bones and fists swollen in shades of black and blue and I'd shatter every bone in someone's body if it meant never having to hear their voices again.("Those are bad for you.")
Goddamn, how long has it been? Weeks? A month? Two months?
Wouldn't be surprised if she'd forgotten me by now. I've a talent for planting pieces of myself within people, leaving them with tokens of our encounters but I've never been good and sticking around to watch what I leave grow. For all I know, every piece of myself left with the people I've encountered on this road to self destruction could've been confused by the waves and left to drown or I could be a legend in their minds.
Probably the former, I never gave much thought to legacy.
I move, weaving between streets and trees until I find her house, at least what I'm pretty sure is her house. I spit the stunted cigarette from between my lips and begin to climb, gritting my teeth and hoisting myself up with summit and daring myself to fall. Sliding open her window, I set one foot in and peer through, spotting here in the clearing and grinning. "Hey," I say before pausing. "Miss me?"