dead star shines {cato}
Oct 4, 2017 20:15:18 GMT -5
Post by Knuckles on Oct 4, 2017 20:15:18 GMT -5
I ' M F A L L I N G A P A R T
KRAYGON TRUUS
LEAVE ME HERE FOREVER IN THE DARK.The Capitol is more than I could've ever imagined, and yet I can't find it in me to smile like the rest of the world. It's such a hard thing, seeing all these smiling faces especially getting off the train. The shouts were loud, they were cheering for me, but I guess they know I'm probably going to die.
Doesn't surprise me anyway.
The buildings are amazing, but it reminds me of something I'll never have. My family works so hard, yet so much is taken away. Our house isn't the best, but I try to make it work. Most of my days are spent earning a stay that I don't deserve.
They've given me chance after chance time and time again, and no matter how bad I mess up, they love me. They care for me. They've never abandon me despite the many times I've abandon them.
I hate it here.
I wouldn't care if I never saw this place again whether it's in life or death. I can't stand to look at them. Twenty-four of us are here, and yet so many volunteered. They know what they're getting into, and I'm simply a kid who was chosen.
I didn't ask for this.
But it doesn't matter anyway.
I don't care about training or learning how to fight. It's only a nightmare barely keeping me alive. Yet the only reason I'm even in the training center today is because of the promises I've made.
I just hope they're promises I can keep since I've broke so many.
A heavy sigh leaves my chest as my hand wraps around a sword. The blade drags across the ground, high pitched screeches fill the air. I've never been much for fighting, but I guess it's time I learn how.
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