let the tears wash the pain away {alexxx}
Oct 19, 2017 16:50:03 GMT -5
Post by ♛ scandal on Oct 19, 2017 16:50:03 GMT -5
H E A D R A
Bloodbath day.
This day has haunted me ever since Kimmie went into that arena and got murdered by the girl from 1 about an hour after that gong sounded. Her allies, the girl from 2 and 4 didn't last long. Girl from 4 was killed by the boy from 1 only minutes after the gong, and girl from 2 was killed hours after the death of my sister.
My parents wanted us to watch the games from our own home. I didn't want to. I might be the hotheaded girl on the exterior, but I am in pain on the interior. I was never that close to Kimmie, I wasn't close to any of my siblings for that matter. But they still share my blood and I do care for them deep down, even if I do act like I hate them.
I decided to watch the bloodbath in the games square. I didn't want to let my family see me cry. Even if I don't cry, I don't want the chance of my family feeling sympathy for me at all.
It was a nippy day out in the district square. People piled into groups, waiting for the bloodbath to commence. You'd be surprised at how many people show up to watch these things. I never wanted to as a child, but my parents made us. That is what made my exterior so cold and mean. The forcefulness my parents displayed before me rubbed off on my personality, warping it into a void of anger and sadness.
The sound of the clock sounds. The games are about to begin. My heart dropped when the camera went around and showed Daniela Rasoio. She is related to the male tribute of the games my sister was reaped for. He made it far, and I never even met his family. I don't know what the relationship was between Kimmie and Jenoah, but I wanted to thank his family for anything he did to help Kimmie. I might not have let my sister know I cared for her, but I would always make sure whoever helped her knew that it is appreciated.
Tears threatened to fall from my eyes. I did not want to show the world my tears, but I couldn't push back my feelings. Not anymore. So I let them fall.
This day has haunted me ever since Kimmie went into that arena and got murdered by the girl from 1 about an hour after that gong sounded. Her allies, the girl from 2 and 4 didn't last long. Girl from 4 was killed by the boy from 1 only minutes after the gong, and girl from 2 was killed hours after the death of my sister.
My parents wanted us to watch the games from our own home. I didn't want to. I might be the hotheaded girl on the exterior, but I am in pain on the interior. I was never that close to Kimmie, I wasn't close to any of my siblings for that matter. But they still share my blood and I do care for them deep down, even if I do act like I hate them.
I decided to watch the bloodbath in the games square. I didn't want to let my family see me cry. Even if I don't cry, I don't want the chance of my family feeling sympathy for me at all.
It was a nippy day out in the district square. People piled into groups, waiting for the bloodbath to commence. You'd be surprised at how many people show up to watch these things. I never wanted to as a child, but my parents made us. That is what made my exterior so cold and mean. The forcefulness my parents displayed before me rubbed off on my personality, warping it into a void of anger and sadness.
The sound of the clock sounds. The games are about to begin. My heart dropped when the camera went around and showed Daniela Rasoio. She is related to the male tribute of the games my sister was reaped for. He made it far, and I never even met his family. I don't know what the relationship was between Kimmie and Jenoah, but I wanted to thank his family for anything he did to help Kimmie. I might not have let my sister know I cared for her, but I would always make sure whoever helped her knew that it is appreciated.
Tears threatened to fall from my eyes. I did not want to show the world my tears, but I couldn't push back my feelings. Not anymore. So I let them fall.