sol {d6} [cb]

Fuck me, I'm an idiot.

My mother named me after the sun (dumb bitch) and now here I sit, a needle in my lap, my head slumped forward and my back pressed against the wall. Yeah, fuck me guess stupid runs in the family. Can't even remember what time of day it is, what day it is or where fuck I even am. It's dark, cold and empty -- that's all that matters. One thing I know, I'm anywhere but home, where my step-dad slaps my mother across the jaw and tells me I'll be next if I don't shut the fuck up. I've wanted to slit his throat from the first fist in the eye.

I haven't got the guts, I'm just a broken boy with a rusty crown.

Who would? I'm a teenage boy who can't even see the sunrise, too sad to smile if a hot girl bothers to even give me the time of day and too skinny and weak to put up a fight when he throws me on the ground. I run my hand through my dark hair and feel the scars from where my head's hit the table edge one-too many times.

("You fuckin' useless cumstain.")

Yeah, yeah -- I've heard it all before.