specter of death {isaac vs zombo, day 3}
Feb 25, 2018 14:04:48 GMT -5
Post by esther kim d3 {lance} on Feb 25, 2018 14:04:48 GMT -5
It's never astounded me really, that I can feel so cold and empty inside mere hours after feeling pumped with enough energy to fuel ten lives on my own, how death can feel so near even as I had just felt so very alive.
Such is the way of my tortured existence. But there was no denying it - hacking up the little girl, fighting my way past her two companions with ease, even feeling brilliant pain from their weapons - that had lit sparks within that I had forgotten existed, as if the only thing that would remind me that I am a living, breathing human being was the fact that I'm spending the rest of my days in an arena designed specifically to take that away from me.
Hah, like thinking anything else would be realistic given the facts. And despite the advantages offered to me, from wealth to weapons to jars of tar to sponsored armor, I'd be laughing if I'd said that I was the one destined to leave this arena with my own beating heart. Not when I'm surrounded by people like Euley, as savage as she is compassionate and with training equal to my own and a mind twice as clever. Not when I match blades with Aeson, a boy raw and ruthless and so deadly with a spear that had he received the same training I had, he'd be unstoppable by any in single combat. Not when the shadows are traveled expertly by Violetta, a girl who somehow has made herself into a wallflower despite her name and reputation, a warrior whose own strategy is perhaps more devious than even Euley - for not every queen has what it takes to surround herself with three skilled knights.
The more I think about it, the more I decide that I'd rather my end be at one of their hands. Each and every one of them are worthy, and whether it'd be Euley's apologetic grin, Aeson's cold fury, or Violetta's blank slate, any one of them would be a welcome sight as I descend into the depths of hell itself.
And after fighting the lower district kids yesterday, I doubt that anyone else has what is necessary to do the job themselves. Even if they make a great case to become an adrenaline junkie in the few short hours I have left.
That was hours ago though, and the high has long since come and gone. So have I - the sleeping forms of my allies still lay in the tent, as far as I know. A more cowardly person than I would have slit their throats in their sleep - first Ansel, then Euley, and finally Violetta - but I won't become some assassin that kills people at their most vulnerable. Even a fuck like me has standards.
And besides, I did just mention that they are currently the only ones that I trust with my life, didn't I?
I don't wander far - I would not rather be left alone in this environment, seeing as death by hypothermia is said to be less than pleasant - but I wander far enough. Absent of a roof to lay upon, I instead choose the edge of the body of water that we've camped next to as a brooding space, pondering for exactly half a moment why it hasn't frozen over in this cold before remembering the earlier realization - duh, it's not called a hot spring for nothing.
It's interesting, really, a contrast that by all means should not exist, and yet nature or technology or both alike deem possible. The winds are howling at a bone-chilling temperature, one that I know would have frozen me into an Isaacicle in seconds had I not been wearing the ski suit, and yet the water does not freeze, heated up by whatever power lies beneath the otherwise calm waves.
I'm not quite sure how long I sit there - can't be too long, for I never felt in danger of freezing - but long enough that by the time I decide to head back, axe in tow and mind still racing, the first rays of sunlight have started to peak over the horizon. I wonder how genuine that shit is in a place like this.
So lost in thought I am that it takes me a full minute to realize that, while I was camped on the water's edge, I hadn't been as alone as I think.
The rustling I mistake for trees, until some logical part of my brain buried deep by insomnia and restlessness realizes that there are, in fact, no trees close enough to make such a sound.
Then I hear the moan, and my blood chills.
Muscle memory acts before instinct, which acts before conscious thought, as in one fell swoop my axe is off my shoulder and swinging in a wide arc around me.
But it cuts through nothing but air, and for another second I think I'm going insane.
But then I see her, and my heart stops in its chest, pure fear and shock sending my senses into overload.
"No..."
I know exactly who this thing is supposed to be the second my gaze registers the form. Poked full of holes across her torso, a bloody hole in her face where there should have been an eye socket, decaying muscles and skin giving her a truly frightening smile, I'd know Cynthia Rose Delgado as well as I'd know the back of my hand. She was the star of our class where I was the failure, and everyone had been planning on her victory after she'd decapitated the Truus boy with little effort, after she'd slain the boy who'd killed six before her in single combat.
How ironic that I'm allying with the sister of her killer, something not lost on me, nor whatever constitutes for the brain of the shambling corpse.
And god, I've never felt such fear as this. It's exhilarating, in a sense, but I also realize my folly.
The name of my death is not going to be Aeson, nor Euley, nor even Violetta. It'll be the girl that should have won last year, the girl that I no doubt am being compared to with each second that passes through time and space, the girl that I could never hope to match in a million years.
Today is the day that I die, corpse or not, even as I swing towards the nightmare.
For one thing is for certain: this is not my victory, and I am no Jacinta Salazar.
isaac attacks cynthia rose delzombo, axe
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