kalopsia ;; [stella vs aeson day eight]
Apr 14, 2018 13:50:05 GMT -5
Post by alex 🐺 on Apr 14, 2018 13:50:05 GMT -5
”I know, Euley. I know you don’t. It’s almost over. We'll be going home soon….” She had wanted to hug the girl from Two in that moment, comfort her in with that last thrust of her crampons and give her something more than cold steel, a broken leg, and death. She threw her body forward with measured calculation. One wrong step and she could break an ankle or tear a muscle. But she was a bird. She lands with her right knee bent as the wolf falls. The cannon a concussive explosion across the sky as she looks up, sweating beading down her face, mixing with the blood from her head wound and burning.
Chest weakened, limbs snapped under the weight of it all. She had bitten her lip for long enough in her to grow accustomed to the taste. Red released in one vicious downpour. She apologized silently to Euley’s family, to her sisters, to everyone if her words to her tasted bitter at the end.
Words keep falling out of her mouth. They taste like blood, they stain the ground. Storms keep raging inside her heart. They crush her soul, leaving nothing behind but the wreckage of who she once was. The blood was on her hands, she was drenched in it.
This was no victory. This was brutality, ugliness, cruelty, and repulsiveness. There was no mental clarity, nor were there page breaks in the long drawn-out epilogue of the fight. No aftermath and no footnote. Just silence before the sound of a hovercraft approaching. Stella moved Euley’s body on her back, still warm, arms clasped on her chest, eyes closed. She is afraid the longer she stands, the more she sinks into Euley’s afterword. One final touch to Euley’s face, smoothing the silver-white hair out of her eyes and Stella retreats, grabbing her satchel and fur coat.
Euley’s bag lay abandoned near the sleigh and the tredgehogs raise up at her approach, eyes wary at the sight of a girl they did not know. She is not their master, she has not tamed them for seven days, has not spoken sweet words to them each morning, and has not earned anything from them. They are not her beasts and she is no animal tamer. That title lay with the girl from Two, battered and broken and laying in the snow.
Stella brings the leather bag towards her, lifting the flap to examine its contents, a dull sound growing louder. A loud buzzing escapes with the force of a missile. The bee darts out, nearly smacking Stella in the face before flying away, no doubt searching in the frozen wasteland of the meadow for a friend.
They had promised each other that they would take nothing but the essentials, and that is what Stella does. Tossing away useless items like firewood, a blanket, and a damaged helmet for a tent, more tar, and a helmet without a massive gash in the middle, the steel cracked and broken. Euley would have not thought this a desecration - it was self-preservation. The tent is erected with as much ease as the girl can muster with three gaping wounds riddled across her body. Her headache dull and pounding, the gash on her cheek finally clotting over.
Stella unstraps the crampons - the hard metal nothing like the soft caress of a ballet slipper. Shedding the skin that she wore. The mask of a warrior on the body of a dancer. Each night despite the cold, she stretched by the light of the fire, but tonight there was no fire. The tent would have to do. Her calves, quads, and back tense after days of carrying the weight of this place. Euley said she would not carry her, but Stella was weighed down.
The anthem plays and faces flash across the night sky, but two faces from her past here remain in her mind and two facts shine bright- Finley was still alive and breathing and Aeson would be coming for her. A relief and a curse and she voices a thank you to the sky for saving Finley.
Pulling her knees to her chest in the tent, the snow and wind circling around her, Stella is left with a hole in her chest, the size of Euley’s fist, and a stone ribcage that sprouted during that fight, too fast for her to even be aware. This feels wrong, to be in the tent that she once shared with her alliance members, but Stella shakes off the ghosts and pulls her bag towards her, heavy with her new supplies. She grabs the needle and thread, steadying herself with a breath, heart in her throat, before she plunges the needle into her cheek, scream ringing out into the night. Her hands are shaking and the stitch is not clean. She bites her lip hard enough to break the skin, pulse racing. The wound on her arm is a bit easier to treat, but the one on the back of her head will have to just stay as is. A penance for the acts that she had committed.
She sleeps fitfully, fearing that red will engulf her and that her blood will turn to bone, muscle and heartbeat fading. “Draw blood,” they said during the training and in the private training session, and oh, the countless times she has tried, and succeeded only once. Her soul craves rest, but the night won’t allow it. The darkness beckons her memories and all of her regret. The darkness dangles her hopes and dreams on a string she cannot reach. It calls forth her demons, singing to their grimly lit existence. Calling her name with so much love, it traps her in a lightless cloud. It consumes her, but she never forgets that she is a light, a fire that cannot be put out.
Wolves in her dream, this time. The wolves accompany the crows in their calls from the distance. Their howls tearing across the serenity of the nighttime. They are in meadow, circling and ever present. Waiting for the next one to fall. The crows, flying low and in circles over the cabin that she shared with her father. They were cawing loudly. Their wings beating together. Larger than normal crows. Foreboding. Eyes dark as night. Fire behind their dark irises. Their flight path never-changing and constant. Low swooping circles with their calls loud. An omen. The dream changes and the wolves return. She awakes with a start, drenched in sweat just as she had the morning of the Reaping. Her sins playing tricks with her mind. She had no use for such omens here. Not again. Not now.
The sun crosses the horizon. Icarus on his way towards the sun as the new day begins. It dawns purple - Orion breaking across galaxies, transforming into the deepest azure rays. Blue seeps into red, then ochre, splashes of pink before light takes hold of the darkness and banishes it for the day. Sunrises are for the survivors, for the ones who have weathered storms, the ones left standing after the hell of a night, the ones holding your hand through darkness. They have learned to only need the light inside them.
She adorns her armor today, wary of what or whom may come her way as she places the steel upon her body once more. She is carving a statue out of her body, tearing open limbs and replacing veins with weary pavement. Her feet can no longer stand the feeling of falling through space. She has wandered this arena long enough to know that nothing here ends in an exit. The sleigh is calling to her, but she walks away from it, satchel on her back and coat marred with her blood, Euley’s blood, whomever else had crossed her path.
She reaches the edge of the meadow with no compass pointing, no sense of where to go or what is safe anymore. Turning back towards camp, she sees him. Bent over a ski pole as a crutch but alive. Searching. He always dominates the space around him. Emotions cold and mind perfect and observing. He never spoke of softer passions because delicate temperament was not in his code. He was a weapon.
“She’s not here, Aeson. But I’m sure you knew that,” Stella calls to him, her voice carrying in the wind. “You saw her last night in the sky, didn’t you?”[dars]
[ sets four ski poles/javelins on fire using a jar of tar + firemaking]
[attacks aeson | flaming javelin]
_0fC27iFjavelin
[15080 -- SHALLOW CUT ON FOREARM -- 3.0 damage]
1-50
[extinguished]
javelin�1-50[attacks aeson | flaming javelin]
_0fC27iFjavelin
[15080 -- SHALLOW CUT ON FOREARM -- 3.0 damage]
1-50
[extinguished]