❨ wildflowers & wild hearts ; mickey&marley ❩
Oct 7, 2018 23:51:05 GMT -5
Post by eulalie blake 1a 🍒 tris on Oct 7, 2018 23:51:05 GMT -5
Marley Cost has been hiding for five hours — and Mackenzie Pryce has been home for the last two. It's not like the victor has any reason to check his backyard for intruders, and it's not like the younger boy couldn't have just waited and knocked on the front door like a normal person, but he's been riddled with anxiety for weeks and that only ever leads to bad decisions. He remembers stealing a crayon once and cutting his hair with kitchen scissors because his hands needed something to do.
He prays this is going to be an exception to the rule. He wants it to be good. Cradling his knees to his chest, ignoring the red stains from where he climbed over the fence and cut himself, he tries to steady his breathing. Mackenzie has been back in Seven for almost a month, and with every opportunity to get close, Marley has chickened out. Because he doesn't know what to say, and because he's scared of screwing up, and because part of him is convinced he's lying to himself.
Maybe he's so desperate for a family that he's been forced to create one in his head, but then he looks at Seven's wonder boy and sees the resemblance. Not only in their faces, but in their movements and their voices and he's the brother that he's always wanted. The one he had wished for. And it could be that he's stupid and selfish, that he doesn't deserve to think he's related to someone so special — but there's a chance this was meant to happen. If you're gonna dream, you have to fight.
There's dirt on his clothes and petals in his hair as he knocks on the back entrance, suddenly aware that it's weird that he's coming from this side of the house and that he literally ruined this man's garden; but then the door opens. And he has no time to worry, to consider all his options, because it's finally happening. This isn't in his head. Everything that happens now is final. He's about to cry, his cheeks are red and his chin is quivering, and he can't bring himself to speak.
All he can do is tackle Mackenzie, without explanation, and remind himself to regret it later. All those years waiting, all those burnt candles, and he's finally so close. He pulls back from the hug, sobbing, but Mickey needs to see his face. Maybe that's all it'll take to prove his theory, maybe he'll feel everything that Marley felt, or maybe he'll punch the kid and tell him to get lost. That's okay. He's ready to accept whatever happens. Even if he looks like he's about to puke. "I'm sorry. But, uh— um—" Say it. Come on.
"I think you're my brother."