Castle of glass [part two]
Oct 29, 2018 18:15:59 GMT -5
Post by Malachor Erso D2 (Cato) on Oct 29, 2018 18:15:59 GMT -5
Yusei Rhee
I don't know how much time has passed by, but I do know that resting here feels amazing. My lungs are no longer burning. My heart rate is slowing down. Everything is coming back to normal, but I'm still so tired. All that running has taken its toll, but I know I can't quit right now. Yet this rest is needed. Right now I'm trying to hide myself more. Trying to make myself feel at ease. Make myself invisible to the human eye. It's a way to survive. A way to keep myself alive for as long as humanly possible. My goal is to see Cirque and to maybe explain myself better. I wish I would've done it before. But part of me is ready to see my mom and dad again. Oh how I miss them so much. Oh how I want to talk to them. I just hope I'm making them proud. That's my biggest goal. To live a life they'd want me to live so they can be proud of me.
But I'm beaten and broken. My whole life I've been torn down and ripped apart, and now I can't help but wonder if it was for this. Was all my mistakes preparing me for the hunger games? Did I already make up for everything? All the lost time? The horrible things I've done? It's hard leaving the past in the past in this world where people are always rubbing it in my face. Yes I've made mistakes. Yes I've done terrible things, but I am a new man. A new person. I worked so hard on this to change my life. I failed at getting the girl I admire. I failed at saving my parents, but maybe I won't fail at saving myself. Maybe I'll actually stand a chance despite the odds being against me. I haven't heard a single cannon, and it terrifies me to no end, but I refuse to let it hurt me anymore. I'll make it through this one way or another regardless of how it plays out.
The sound of a parachute falling from the sky catches my attention. At first I don't know what to think, and I don't want to move because I'm afraid it's a trap. But as I keep laying there and more time passes by, I realize nobody is there to take it. Very carefully, I roll from where I am over to the parachute. I see some things that look useful, but why would someone sponsor me? Why do they even care? I'm just me a pathetic excuse of a man, but someone cares. A small grin spreads across my face as I open the package. I see a spear, a medkit, a bag, a water jug, and what is that? it's some sort of stuffed animal or something, and I've never seen anything like it. It's kinda ugly kinda cute? Maybe an alien or something? I don't know, but it's mine. Something to give me company. I'll have to give it a name later. But for not it's my little friend and that's all I need.
80th Hunger Games
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ooc: Yusei uses endurance. Yusei uses camo to hide.
