inner fcking peace // lex + denali vs mutts { day 4 }
Nov 17, 2018 23:58:56 GMT -5
Post by aya on Nov 17, 2018 23:58:56 GMT -5
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"...and breathe the bullshit of the world back out through your mouth."
Lex is still unclear as to how Denali talked her to joining her morning meditation. Her leading theory is that Denali sat her upright in her slumber and just started talking until the murmured responses started tumbling from Lex's semi-conscious brain.
At least sitting still with her eyes closed was almost the same thing as sleep.
"Inhale the splendor of nature.... and exhale all of the fucked up shit the world has piled on you."
As instructed, she breathes in, breathes out. Like a snore, it catches in her nose.
[attr="id","lSpeech"]"This is dumb," she exhales, eyes still shut comfortably.
"Yes! Breathe out the idiocy of the universe!" Denali affirms. Two birds chirp their concurrence. Lex groans, but it sounds more like a yawn than anything else.
"My mind is clear and focused on being a badass bitch in a battle jacket. I am relaxed and calm and ready to wreck shit as it tries and fails to come for me. Fuck yeah."
[attr="id","lSpeech"]"Fuck yeah," Lex agrees. I am a badass bitch in a battle jacket. Check my chivalry. Check my courage. I will cut a bitch and I will feel no remorse. I might also lay back down...
"I am at peace within myself and at war with everyone else. I am detached from everything except my weapons and my infallible willpower. My thoughts are quiet. My fists are loud. My mind is highly focused and perfectly fucking calm. Mental serenity is mine, bitches. Suck it. The bullshit of the world can't fucking touch this. Fuck yeah."
[attr="id","lSpeech"]"Fuck yeah."
They ride off into the sunrise like that's a normal hour to be awake and doing things. Denali is polite enough to steer the RLS Trolley Problem while Lex spends the time mustering consciousness. After a time, the grass turns to weeds, turns to sand and dirt. Their landship hits a large rock on the left and spends far too long for Lex's liking traveling on a single set of wheels. But she's so exhausted from the deprivation of sleep (after all, the sun's only been up for like two or three hours) that she quickly slumps over onto the right side of the carts. (Draw me like one of your District Five girls. Not that it ever really comes to that.)
The sun beats down inferno-hot on the sand, despite the mild air. The desert reflects, not quite into glass but Lex is sure that's next on the list if the sun gets its way. Surely they've gone too far at this point. Will the Gamemakers redirect them if they go out-of-bounds? Or can they keep driving all the way — to the woods, to District Seven, back to the Lionel workshop? Ripred, that would be nice. Take a hike through the woods, be back in time to split some of her dad's practically-famous smoked ribs with Denali for dinner, fall asleep cuddling with Burl-the-Woodshop-cat and her kittens.
Shit. They can't. Not together. Neither can live while the other survives — that's the very nature of the Hunger Games. Get to know someone from somewhere else for the first time in your life — and then kill each other, or get stabbed by some unworthy fuckboy from a Career district, or get chewed apart by mutts. And if you're lucky — like Lex is — maybe your soul gets carried by someone as honorable as Arthur Lionel. (Sixty years old, stodgy, stubborn, bound to die of a heart attack in the next decade with no one — no Lexandriy — left to fuss over him.) Maybe it gets carried by some other Lyons. (The kind to sleepwalk naked and cry over a bowl the whipped cream presented to an ally's corpse — or the kind to pick dead bugs and bits of saw dust out of an exposed brain as funeral rites — or the kind to offer themselves in mortal sacrifice for a sister who may or may not feel genuine gratitude for the gesture.)
Then Lex stabs a tree.
[attr="id","lSpeech"][ attacks joshua tree, golden gate (sword) ]
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[attr="id","lSpeech"][ 1100 -- Shallow Cut on Left Bicep -- 3.5 damage ]
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