eloise abramovich / d8 / fin
Apr 29, 2019 14:40:42 GMT -5
Post by goat on Apr 29, 2019 14:40:42 GMT -5
eloise abramovich
18
other
district 8
18
other
district 8
You haven't said a word since your fourteenth birthday. Why would you? You don't have anything to say, nothing bouncing around your brain that hasn't already been said. Better to keep quiet than to contribute something meaningless to the world. It's so hard when you feel like everything you do has to be a statement, something profound. Nobody put these rules on you, they're self-imposed, so why do you follow them?
Nothing better to do, you think.
Your life is a bore. Since leaving school, all you do is mope around the house and play bass in your sister's shitty band. Her music is garbage but you stick around because at least it gives you something to do. You wish she could write some better lyrics, but you know if you brought it up to her, she'd tell you to write them instead, and then nothing would ever get written again because you can't do anything without agonizing over making it perfect.
Bass is easy. Pluck a few strings. You can't fuck it up. Everything else, though, can be easily destroyed if you aren't careful. You don't trust your shaky hands to create perfection. Better that you don't try at all.
Nothing better to do, you think.
Your life is a bore. Since leaving school, all you do is mope around the house and play bass in your sister's shitty band. Her music is garbage but you stick around because at least it gives you something to do. You wish she could write some better lyrics, but you know if you brought it up to her, she'd tell you to write them instead, and then nothing would ever get written again because you can't do anything without agonizing over making it perfect.
Bass is easy. Pluck a few strings. You can't fuck it up. Everything else, though, can be easily destroyed if you aren't careful. You don't trust your shaky hands to create perfection. Better that you don't try at all.
