moriendi dies | {clue event five}
May 16, 2019 21:11:30 GMT -5
Post by umber vivuus 12b 🥀 [dars] on May 16, 2019 21:11:30 GMT -5
Death was more than a lack of pulse. It came in many forms. The loss of a job, the first heart break, the dreams he had as a child slipping through his fingers. Time. Time itself was death. It was what aged them, what gave them what they needed, what decided how long they could go without it, what claimed them for the universe when it was necessary. Adrien did not fear death.
He feared time.
He'd finally stumbled into his room early in the morning, alcohol and Poppy on his breath, the ghost of the conversation he'd had with Malcolm curling his hands into fists at his sides. He packed his things, and he laid there, and he waited for time to pass him by. Seconds, minutes, hours. His sleep was restless; every movement from Blaine set him on alert. That could be the staff, coming to tell him he had to leave. There was a large trunk at the foot of his bed, full of everything he'd come here with and a few things he'd picked up along the way, and that was it. That was all he would have when he left. Just the contents of that suitcase.
But the night began turning into day: indigos born from black, then lavenders, then the softest blues. He heard birds begin chirping through the windows, squirrels crawling out of their homes to search for food. No one came knocking. Which must have meant he wasn't being sent away: him or Blaine, which made him feel a bit better about voting for him.
Finally, he forced himself up: pulled a tshirt on and tied the draw string on his pajama bottoms tighter. He didn't bother looking into a mirror because he could feel the dark circles under his eyes. He just ran a hand through his hair and made his way down to the first floor for breakfast, but something seemed strange. Off. From the second he made it to the landing, there was a quietness that the mansion usually lacked. Several of the others had already gathered around, most as tired-looking as he himself was. He bet they were surprised to see him still standing there. Almost as surprised as he was to still be there.
Still. He needed coffee before he was going to deal with whatever ridiculous challenge Malcolm had planned for those who remained. He was halfway finished pouring himself a cup before he could no longer handle the silence.
"Okay. Yes. I'm still here. I'm still in the competition. Get over it. And you know, for the record-"
Carol, the redheaded secretary, looked particularly pained as she reached out and grabbed Adrien by his arm.
"There's been an accident," she said, and he squinted in anticipation. He dared her to say there was a mix-up, that he was actually supposed to be on his way home by now.
"Mr. Nox- He, um. He was killed last night. In his room."
He flinched, took a step back as disbelief washed over him. Malcolm was not his dad. But he could have been. He may have even wanted to be. He'd asked Adrien here, and now, what? It was all for nothing? And the last conversation they'd had- that couldn't be the last conversation they had.
"No," he said, and when she didn't tell him this was some kind of joke, he repeated himself, "No. Fuck off. That's- he's-" Everyone at the table averted their gaze, silent. Adrien took a seat and then took in a deep breath.
"An 'accident'? That's what you said. But then you said he was murdered. So, you don't know. Do you?"
The others all perked up; he got the feeling none of them had thought to ask that question yet.
"He was stabbed," she said, fidgeting with her shirt tail, "In the neck."
Death came in many forms: a lost job, a heart break, broken dreams. But in terms of finality, a knife to the neck, well. That was as close to dead as possible, wasn't it?