I'm Not Okay and It's Not Alright {Lola/Nico}
May 23, 2019 9:53:23 GMT -5
Post by kap on May 23, 2019 9:53:23 GMT -5
[googlefont="Fredericka the Great:400"]Lola Lillabelle-Laws
"Got a hole in my soul growing deeper and deeper
And I can't take
One more moment of this silence"
As Jayne's body fell to the ground in that arena, I started to feel anger well up inside of me. I was usually a kind, gentle person who was full of positive thoughts, but that changed drastically if you hurt someone I cared about. My fists clenched and my eyes welled with tears as I saw it happen. I heard Jayne spill out her final words, and they echoed my thoughts in that very moment.
"Fuck you, Nico Thorne."
I wished in that moment that I could have said those exact same words to the boy who put a spear into my sister's eye. Watching the rest of the Games, I just hoped and prayed that someone would kill him. I wanted someone to take him down, ending his life like he had ended Jayne's life, but it didn't happen. Instead, he emerged victorious, and that meant that he'd be returning home. Unfortunately, home for him was District Twelve, just like it was for me. I didn't know how I'd react should I have to face him, but I was sure that I'd eventually find out.
As the Games concluded and the victory tour approached, Nico visited the various districts of Panem, surely meeting and greeting with many different types of people. Some would probably be congratulatory, sure, but some would likely be bitter like myself, too. I wasn't quite ready to meet him when the day came, but that didn't matter. It was happening anyway, and it was time to tell Nico, the killer of Jayne Ashbrook-Laws, what I truly thought of him.
When I saw him in person for the first time, my heart started pounding. I felt adrenaline pulsing through me, and I knew I had to say what was on my mind. I approached the new victor and stood in front of him, a stern look on my face.
"Fuck you, Nico Thorne," I said to him. The last words Jayne had spoken to Nico were the first words I spoke to Nico.
He wouldn't be forgetting those words anytime soon, I was sure.lyrics: "Drown" by Bring Me The Horizon
Notes: Feel free to make this a blitz. I accidentally made my post a little less blitzy than I meant to.
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