with time. saff & kiri.
Aug 17, 2019 1:09:41 GMT -5
Post by ✨ zozo. on Aug 17, 2019 1:09:41 GMT -5
It seemed so easy when all the children weren't hers. Saffron had spent hours upon hours in this side of the centre looking after babies and toddlers and school-aged humans while the grown-ups were busy being grown-ups. Not that she knew it then, but while Saffron found herself square in the middle of a venn-diagram of child and victor Mace and Opal and the rest of them were off fighting her battles for her - securing sponsorships, tracking their tributes, giving interviews, smiling for photographs.
Protecting her.
And Saffron had thought the hardest thing in the world was getting Eden Turner to take a god damn nap.
How naive she had been. How blissfully ignorant. Dragging her own child into the nursery was hard enough, even now. Quinn was six going on sixteen with a pouty lip and a bad attitude, tugging on her mother's arm and frowning, always frowning.
"I'm not a BABY!" she whined, stomping her feet to the floor and refusing to follow Saffron into the room.
"Quinn Emberstatt we have talked about this-"
"NURSERY IS FOR BABIES!"
"I swear to God I will go and get your Daddy young lady-"
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!"
The hardest thing in the world was not getting Eden Turner, rest her soul, to take a nap. It was getting her own daughter to behave herself for five fucking seconds.
"MOMMY NOOOOOOOO!"
"Act like a baby, get treated like a baby. Inside now!" the Victor demanded, shoving a screaming Quinn into the nursery to be handed off to a caregiver. The glass door shut behind her with a thud! and her daughter's protest subsided, but through it she could see a toy being thrown and tears streaming down red, angry cheeks.
It hurt to see her child cry, even when she was being a terror. But all she could do was turn and walk away, lean against a corridor wall and scream into her hands. Years and years mastering the art of shepherding those children had done sweet nothing when it came to the child of Saffron Lowe and she wondered, standing there, sighing into the air, if she had ever been this horrible to her own mother.
Probably, she thought with a crass laugh.
Like mother, like daughter, Saffron slid down the wall until she sat at its base, wiped away her own tears, and closed her eyes.[ dars ]