Ahsoka Antilles D11 cbd2 [done]

My brother died in the games, but his death came with consequences because of what he did before. Killing Ariana took a toll on the district, and its left me feeling like I am nothing. For years I watched district six turn on one another, and I watched my brother do that here.

The blame fell on me. I've been shunned, and pushed away, and I have no pride left in district eleven. I don't belong here, and they're making certain I know of it every single day. I used to love it here just being able to run through the fields, but now I want to hide. I don't like myself. I don't like what I've become. I want to leave because everyone has blamed me for what Rex did. It's not my fault at all, but I can't change it.

Maybe one day I'll find the freedom I deserve. Maybe I'll find leave and a home because district eleven isn't my home anymore. I'm here against my own will because I am afraid to leave. I want my own life because I am held down, but I will go forward keeping my head held high as much as I can if it's even possible.

Right now I want to become more of a healer. I always enjoyed helping people. I always enjoyed making children smile. Sometimes people still come to me, but most of them don't. Sometimes I work on tiny creatures that have been injured. Helping others has always been my pride and joy, and I still love it, it's just not easy anymore.