on lions and heroes and { broken things } // le rouxes blitz
Jan 5, 2020 15:04:19 GMT -5
Post by Stare on Jan 5, 2020 15:04:19 GMT -5
When Ridley arrived home after the flurry of flashing cameras and broad smiles that had awaited her after the train ride, she immediately made her way to her quarters and shut the door behind her. She barely stopped to take in the feeling of returning to a place she’d thought she would never see again. Instead she made her way directly toward the wall where her list was hanging and carefully took it down from its perch. Clearing off a nearby table, she removed the paper from its frame and spread it out.
And then, very carefully, she began to add more names.
It was maybe an hour before she heaved a sigh and glanced toward the door. She would be expected to present herself to her family now, of course. It was inevitable. Everyone had been forced to plaster on grins at the train station, but that hadn’t really been them. Here, in private, was where the true reunion would take place.
There had been a time when she, like Bell, had thought that a crown would fix everything. It would solidify her place in the family. What she hadn’t considered until the train ride home was that even if they couldn’t toss her out, they could still hate her. Shun her. Isolate her. Her brokenness had been revealed to all of Panem in vivid detail over the past few weeks.
Maybe a broken person could never truly be a part of a golden family.
Ridley emerged from her rooms as she always had, with her chin held high and her expression guarded. She carried a glittering bottle in her good hand and held it up like an offering. “They let me bring back some of the finest champagne from the Capitol. As a gift. I thought we could all enjoy some.”
Drinking and celebrating together as the family they’d never been.