tears and tomorrow :: district eleven
Jun 1, 2020 17:42:41 GMT -5
Post by Arrows on Jun 1, 2020 17:42:41 GMT -5
The train tells silent stories of terrified tributes and cold coffins. Etched into the echoing existence of the lavish luxury there is a persistent pain. From the beaming bounty of the buffet tables to the silken sheets of the private quarters, pain permeates through every particle. A lost button buried beneath a chair fallen from a worn Reaping Day's shirt. An old ray of rust on the wall from the split drink of a sobbing soul. The eyes of those that come new each year do not notice the permanent pieces of the past. However, those that stand in the space time and time again find their faces falling to the broken buttons and the ribbons of rust. Kirito stands alone in the screaming silence.
He has come early this year. The fresh wounds of acceptance are undoubtedly still bleeding back in the Justice Building, but Kirito doesn't need to hear the stifling sobs. He knows the fragmented faces of the families. He knows what they look like when they bury a body. He will wait for their children to come and he will ferry them to the city of glass. He needs a moment first though, one where he can be alone. He stands in the center of the train car and cries. It's been a while since his eyes have bled for the bodies he has buried. It's been a while since he has found the strength to shed some of his own weight. Yet he has to, Arabella and Cyro will need his shoulders to stand on.
Kirito calms his crying with a tissue and trails the edges of his eyes to eliminate the evidence. His fingers find the controls to the television next and flick on the floral face of Flickerman. Kirito's breaths are still balancing as he watches the ruby red figure flourish in frame of the Capitol. He babbles and blunders along with fickle facts until mention of history holds Kirito's attention. The screen splits and in a second Kirito's eyes are level with those of Aranica's, only she is a twelve year old girl in an Ocean of blood. Kirito can feel his throat tighten. Of course the others follow.
Julian stands far from focus as the arena's intricate levels are exposed. Saffron stands alone on an iceberg with a giant world warped around her. And Kirito knows what comes next. His young body battered with blood crumples to its knees and screams out against a surging storm. Even in the present, Kirito can still feel the searing sting of the knives that bore into his chest. Yet as soon as his shadow is on the screen, it is gone. Shelby stares at him next from her Surreal survival followed by Annie over the body of Bette. Then there is darkness over the entire screen as a single sentence sends chills creeping across Kirito's skin.
Who will be next?
Kirito quickly cancels the program and plunges the television back into sleep. Amid a sigh, the thirty one year old victor crumples into a chair. As he sits in the somber silence, Kirito's thoughts are turbulent. What can this Quell possibly be? Trying to figure out what the Capitol has created is impossible. So what is he supposed to say to the tributes when they arrive searching for survival, for anything of use? Kirito feels his fingers furl tightly around his cane. The truth.
The sound of steps spurring from the entrance raises Kirito's eyes. Soon the train car is full and Kirito is once again facing children who he may be burying in only a couple of weeks. He isn't harsh when he speaks, in fact, he's quite the opposite. His voice is warm and fatherly, but Kirito knows time can't be wasted this year. The need to know just where this train is heading.
"For what it's worth, I've been where you both are. Quells are drastically different, but I wasn't alone even without a District partner." Kirito's eyes fall for a moment to Katelyn before turning back to the tributes. "And neither will you be. You've never been through this before, but we have."