roll the windows down — angel. & sebastien.
Jun 3, 2020 7:00:52 GMT -5
Post by napoleon, d2m ₊⊹ 🐁 ɢʀɪғғɪɴ. on Jun 3, 2020 7:00:52 GMT -5
i hate you for what you did,
and i miss you like a little kid
i faked it every time but that's alright
i can hardly feel anything at all
and i miss you like a little kid
i faked it every time but that's alright
i can hardly feel anything at all
It was a third o’clock on a rainy day, and Angel was so bored he could die — again.
The thought made him chuckle; it always had and always would. Angel De Costa was so bad at everything that he was even bad at dying! What a joke, what a punchline.
The rain fell in lazy slants and perfumed everything with a scent of moss and forest. Clasped to the trees were little droplets of water that gleamed and beckoned, as if they were jewels caught onto the leaves. When he was young, he would take a stool to the orphanage’s window and trace the rainwater as it dripped down, held races for which droplet would reach the sill first. Simpler times, those were. Times where nothing in Angel ached and everything was just playing in the streets, rolling down bike trails in his rusted little bicycle, leaves in his hair and wind against his skin.
Everything was fine in the before.
Then of course, it all became an utter fiasco.
On most days, the weed helped him not dwell on it too much but today, he was even not in the mood for weed.
What a fuckin’ shit muffin joke.
Angel balanced on a rain-splattered stone wall, arms out at both his sides, then leapt down in a puddle. A laugh escaped him, unbidden, when the mud splat against his cuffed jeans. It lasted for a total of two seconds before he was sad, again. About what? He tried not to dwell on that. About who? He tried not to dwell on that.
Everything is fine, he told himself.
Liar, a part of him seethed, liar, liar, liar—
Angel kicked at the stone wall to silence the sudden chant in his head, hissing as a brilliant shock of pain burst on his toes.
Everything is fine.
Or at least, it was going to be, because he was about to break into the Salazar mansion.
It wasn’t too much of a tasking investigative work to find out where district seven’s other victor darling’s family dwelled. It’s a snake hole, multiple people on the streets had said, and that girl’s a snake, too.
Poor Mackenzie, Angel thought. he hoped Jacinta’s poison wasn’t too strong for him. After all, nothing bad can ever happen to district seven’s perfect, immaculate boy emblazoned in gold, right? Mackenzie Pryce was a young god, revered by most.
Angel thought him average at best.
You should be more grateful, you ass, a part of him chided himself as he scaled up the fence to the Salazar mansion. He gave you a home. Yes, he had given Angel a place to live—but out of what? Out of raw pity. There was no other thing he could imagine aside from that. It was pure, unadulterated, stinking pile of pity that Angel had never asked for, or wanted in the first place. But he supposed he was a hypocrite for taking up a room in his house regardless.
Angel De Costa was many things,
none of them nowhere near delightful.
His hands found purchase in ivies and roots and he used them to crawl up and up until he was at the top of the fence. From there, Angel leapt and landed on two feet with unerring feline grace. His steps would be near soundless if it weren’t for the dried leaves that rustled with each footfall. Angel made his way across the yard, a hand up as a visor against the falling rain, his curiosity growing more and more as he neared the mansion.
Why was he here in the first place? Well, a part of him wanted to see where Mackenzie’s supposed girlfriend lived. The other part of him was so bored that it wanted to do this for the pure, skin-prickling thrill of it. It would be both funny and horrifying to see Mackenzie and Jacinta making out on the couch. What would be Angel’s excuse then? Mackenzie, someone called you. Too much of an obvious lie. Eh, the front door was open. Has potential. I kind of crushed on you for a brief amount of time before the Games. That was supposed to be a repressed thought, fuck.
When the first window came into view, Angel grasped onto the ledge and leapt onto it the way stray cats do. Even his posture was that of a feline: eyes narrowed, posture elegant, chin jutted out.
There was someone in the room and it wasn’t Mackenzie.
All the excuses he’d been going through suddenly dried up in the back of Angel’s throat so – in the spur of the moment, he gave up lying as a whole. “I got bored and broke into your house,” he spat the words out. “Angel De Costa.” He offered a hand at the other male, then added nonchalantly, almost as an afterthought, “you can snitch, I don’t give a fuck. What are they going to do, kill me again?”
Angel laughed what he hoped he was a cool-sounding laugh and sat down on the windowsill.
“Ya' have a cigarette or something, pretty boy?”
i have emotional motion sickness
somebody roll the windows down
there are no words in the english language
i can scream to drown you out
lyrics: phoebe bridgers — motion sickness.
somebody roll the windows down
there are no words in the english language
i can scream to drown you out
lyrics: phoebe bridgers — motion sickness.