spoken like a real life savior || 85th Train Blitz!
Jun 4, 2020 12:53:09 GMT -5
Post by [nyte] on Jun 4, 2020 12:53:09 GMT -5
A year had come and gone, just like that. With little ceremony or regard for the lost boy it had ruined. The sting of Victory hadn't faded, only sharpened the serrated edges of the crown that tore into his skin as he raked his hands through his hair. He's been pacing the length of the train carriage since it pulled into the station, jaw clenched tight enough to break teeth. The weeks before the Reaping had wrecked him, already pale skin gone near transluscent beneath the strain of sleepless nights and skipped meals. He wasn't just scared.
Beck had never known a fear like this. He was powerless against names scrawled in fine print pressed into a scrap of paper, beautiful in their simplicity and potent in their poison. He could put too many faces to them now; he couldn't save even one of them.
Everything he'd done in that arena hadn't mattered. He'd fought and screamed and loved and lost yet here they are again. Twenty-four more terribly sad things, some as old as him and many much younger. He can't know who will greet them on the other side, as bruised and bloody as he had been but Beck pities them most of all.
The stirrings of movement outside the train carriage still him, Beck struggles to drag his gaze to the door and slowly stitch a patchwork grin onto his cheeks. It feels a bit lopsided, but Beck hopes that only adds to the rougish charm thing he's got going on. "Welcome, honored guests, to the train!" He spreads his arms in a flourish, eyes dancing across Dominic and Perdita for a split second before tearing them away under the guise of finding a comfortable seat.
It hurt to look at them.
"We'll be off to the Capitol soon," He tries to hide the wince born of those simple words but he doesn't think he was successful so he laughs instead. "I'm Beck. I'm eighteen, love the color red, and hate long walks on the beach."
He slumps back in his seat, lacing his fingers behind his head and staring at the space just behind where Perdita and Dominic stand. "Alright, who's next?"