it is happening again | ezra; day 7
Jul 31, 2020 22:17:16 GMT -5
Post by goat on Jul 31, 2020 22:17:16 GMT -5
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That’s three.
Three boys he’s killed, boys that could have killed him but bowed under his blade instead. Ezra takes a deep breath as he stands over Oberon’s body. He knows what this means— another chance for him, another fight awaiting him down in the catacombs. Maybe he’ll make it out. It’s a thought that’s almost enough to soothe his guilt. If he comes back, then Ezra didn’t really kill him, right?
He murmurs a bullshit prayer over the boy, the same one he told the deer, but he’s even less convinced of it this time. The words aren’t even hollow, they’re barely words at all. God isn’t real, and God can’t save them, and God allowed this to happen. He hopes Oberon can crawl out from the underground tomorrow, even if he comes back for revenge, because at least then, Ezra will have only killed two.
Three boys he’s killed, boys that could have killed him but bowed under his blade instead. Ezra takes a deep breath as he stands over Oberon’s body. He knows what this means— another chance for him, another fight awaiting him down in the catacombs. Maybe he’ll make it out. It’s a thought that’s almost enough to soothe his guilt. If he comes back, then Ezra didn’t really kill him, right?
He murmurs a bullshit prayer over the boy, the same one he told the deer, but he’s even less convinced of it this time. The words aren’t even hollow, they’re barely words at all. God isn’t real, and God can’t save them, and God allowed this to happen. He hopes Oberon can crawl out from the underground tomorrow, even if he comes back for revenge, because at least then, Ezra will have only killed two.
